Woke Realtions - Trans

    I am suddenly slapped in the face with the notion that because these Fuckwits just keep digging the hole deeper everyday it seems I will be having to update this Rant regularly. 

[UPDATE 12/01/2024]   Every time I feel we have hit bedrock that has become the bottomless pit of a hole that societies FUCKWITS are digging, along comes this story. It seems that Men trans-women men who feel like women. I can't seem to get that label straight in my head and I hope for my sake I never do. these fuckwitted assholes just have to insinuate them selves into every woman's space. Its not good enough that they have barged dick first in to women's sports and by association women's locker rooms and women's restrooms. Even in elementary schools Now they have drilled down even deeper to find yet another heretofore sacred women's space. Its like the leaders of these fuckwits have a meeting once a month over a Zoom Call to discuss New and more pernicious ways to disrupt societal norms. Now they have found yet  another women's space and have barged into again dick first the very much women only space of the La Leche League. While the name of this league may be a bit less than directly to the point the concept of this 'League' is very directly to the point. It is a group of Women who come together to help other women do what heretofore only women could do, Breast-feed. The League is there to support women learn to breast feed. While it might sound simple on the face of it Breast feeding is not as simple as falling off a rock. There are Lots of potentially difficult and potentially embarrassing issues involved with breast feeding.

 

    It just occurres to me that these Fuckwits are probably taking a page from Gloria Allred's playbook. It seems that she has a "Spidey Sense" for this sort of thing. Where ever there is sex-discrimination going on she is there to thwart the forces of the EViiil. 

    I do not say that hermaphrodite, intersex, DSD individuals whatever the new descriptors are for this condition are now, don't exist. [ Word Creep or word migration as per George Carlin ] Clearly, They do. And they certainly do have a place in the world and in sports just like every person does. They shouldn't be caused to live in the background Burdened with an overwhelming feeling of self doubt, insecurity and timidity. But this group of people have the right to claim these titles for themselves. They come by this title by birth right, not because they felt like it one day. This group of individuals is a vanishingly small segment of the population. These individuals used to keep this sort of thing very, Very, VERY secret. The kind of secret that Edward Snowden or the NSA or Snowden and the NSA might be looking to dug up. And yet at some point this vanishingly small, Highly secretive segment of the population has found themselves as clients of some Crazy, Stupid Good, no strike that, Amazing, Preeminent, Illustrious, Prominent, without Peer and every other superlative you can think of the likes of which would have Gloria Allred herself quaking and pissing her designer panties, in front of a judge, Publicist Group who can seemingly be everywhere at all times day and night. Advocating for them at every turn, in every venue, on every TV panel show, YouTube video and channel, every Ticktock, social blah blah blah, on every Congressional panel and in front of every judge in the land, whether they want [Watch starting at the 3:35 minute mark. This woman should be on America's got Talent for her Masterful display of Tap Dancing around a very Very VERY simple Yes or No question.] it or not. [Here she is again exhibiting the very same level of tap dancing talent]

    As an aside I have always, for whatever damn stupid reason, thought that if you are called before a Senate sub-commodity hearing you were some how under what I assumed was a "Double secret Oath" or something.

    [ Al Sharpton could not keep up this many podium appearances. And he is or was the master of popup podium appearances. For years it seemed that every time a young black kid got so much as a speeding ticket, he was behind a podium somewhere Crying that this was a racially motivated offense against all black people everywhere in America, and how the 'Systemic' racial profiling was heinous and those who committed this heinous and atrocious offense should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the Law. Meaning that they should be publicly excoriated, eviscerated, eradicated and they and their family for three generations past, present and future should be deported to the Arctic labor camp where the Russian dissident Alexi Navalyn died (was killed). I hesitate to say this, but not even Satan himself couldn't keep up this schedule] 

    But I digress as I am always apt to do [look for essay creep in all of my essays]... But it seems that this vanishingly small, double over extra super, Top Secret, burn your eyes after reading, military grade, encrypted, secret agent level shit, segment of the population has been dragged, probably kicking and screaming, into the public spotlight by the Trans movement wave now besetting us all. Especially the women. That is a shame. That in my opinion is a INCREDIBLE military, weapons grade, invasion of privacy.  [This is the same Tap Dancing Queen of Double-Speak we see later being interviewed by Senator Cruz.] I, obviously cant speak for this segment of the population but if I were an 'Inter-sex' individual and I didn't want my secret told I would be Pissed no, I would be ab so-Fucking-utely, Fucking APOPLECTIC!

    Somehow it seems to me that wheelchair bound basketball players playing against 'leg enabled' players seems unfair. If it follows that in order to play in the Paralympics in any sport you have to demonstrate that you are crippled, handicapped, handy-capable, disabled an amputee or whatever new softer word to describe your condition might be being used by this generation. [ Again, word Creep or word migration as per George Carlin ] I strongly believe that if you want to compete on the girl's / women's teams you need to demonstrate that you meet the minimum criteria for that being on that team. Those criteria being a Pair of X chromosomes. [Tough to fake, cant surgically or chemically alter that shit] You should exhibit the typical primary or secondary sex traits shared among girls and women. But as demonstrated in this year’s summer, sham of an, olympics in the city of lights, paris france, by the algerian boxer man a Mr. Khelif managed to compete in a full contact combat sport against women meeting NONE of the criteria required to be on any woman's boxing team. He didn't meet the XX chromosomal conditions, He didn't exhibit any primary or secondary sex traits that a woman, by definition, would exhibit. No ovaries, no uterus, no vagina, no protuberant breasts. What Mr. Khelif did however exhibit was an   F   in the appropriate box on his passport. But this was good enough for the ioc.

 

    This has got to be the most condescending look of smug UN-Fucking-deserved victory that has ever been taken in the history of photography. Even back to those cave drawings found in france wouldn't you know it. It just Screams "That's ok sweety you'll do better next time. Just stay out of the ring with the big boys."

    [Now I can see with the pressures to Win Gold a woman might, in the interest of shedding a few extra pounds have those primary sex traits, ovaries, uterus, fallopian tubes and for that extra few grams have her head, arms, and pubic hair lasered off, ANYTHING not essential for the sport. I do find it interesting that the woman's sport uniforms such as they are are even more skimpy than the articles you might find at Victoria's Secret, but I digress yet again.]

     [ Shit it seems that Mr. Khelif  is really going places now. First algerian Vogue an Instagram page a Milan Fashion week appearance now a Wiki page! Tell me that this guy doesn't strut around like a First rate 'Thug Life Baller'. Fuck Heidi Klum didn't and doesn't get this kind of press.]  

    I bet that the Russians, the East Germans and the Romanians, the Bulgarians, the This, the That, the Other Countries are all kicking themselves right now. ALL that Time, All that money, All of that Biological Scientific study learning how to cheat, Cheating and worry about getting caught, Again, All of that Chemical and Hormone work done on their athletes was all totally unnecessary all this time. They were all out cheated by the semi-third world country, algeria. Just pencil whip the passport and easy peesy moldy cheesy "et voila" "Quod erat demonstrandum",   Gold Medals for all and ‘Honor’ for your country on the world stage. 

Until the truth is revealed as it usually is these days. There are cameras every where in every phone in everybody's pocket in everybody's hand even while crossing the street. There is an Edward Snowden under every rock, in every mud hole, strapped to the back of every cockroach, on the wings of every drone pigeon looking for their 15 minutes of fame. You can trust the Men In Black on this.

    It is concerning to me that only 'boys' and 'men' are fighting to get accepted onto the girl’s and women's teams. Where are the girls and women fighting to get on the boys’ teams.* I use the terms boys and men very loosely here, because any right-minded boy or man would not try to compete against girls or women. Truly the victory would and should ring very hollow. Certainly, there are girls and women that can and would and do destroy boy's or men in competitions but this is not the norm. And generally not in any contact or semi-contact or combat sport. There have been a couple of unfortunate women who fancied them selves as real brawlers. That almost never ends well for the woman. *I do recall reading about some outstanding girls who successfully fought their way onto their high school sports teams. I say GOOD for them. I applaud Their effort bucking sex based stereotyping. But these girls weren't stupid enough sign up to be members of the defensive line. Theirs is the uphill fight, the fight to be Better than, not the lazy unethical way to seal women's scholarships, medals, titles, places on the team. Every time an imposter wins ethics, hard work, HOURS of dedication and training loose.

    I don't claim to have the answer to this conundrum but thankfully there are people much smarter than I who do and are fighting for "Truth Justice and the American way".

Friends

    Friends

    Keith

    On occasion my friend Keith and I would ride our bicycles down to Blackie's early on Friday afternoons when Blackie's opened. You had to get there early to get good seats at The Window. The Window that faced the Newport Pier and boardwalk. We would park ourselves on our favorite bar stools with schooners of beer and number cards in hand. When a particularly attractive woman would walk by, we would hold up the appropriate number card reflecting the 1 to 10 scale of attractiveness. We weren't totally stupid and in Newport there was never, and I mean Never, a girl / young woman / older woman rating in at less than an 8 so we really, only ever had three cards in hand 8, 9, 10. This was a popular 'sport' on the boardwalk. Lots of the Summer Rental Party Folk / Kids would do the same. Typically, this was met with good humor and appreciation. On this afternoon, however as very attractive young woman walked by the front window and we held up our number cards reflecting a rating of a strong 9. As it happened, she was walking some three feet in front of her BIG Bruiser Boyfriend. We held up our numbers just in time for her boyfriend to see. He was outraged and stormed in to Blackie's ostensibly to unscrew our heads from our bodies. He was not at all happy with the two of us. He was getting all bowed up ready to... when Keith asked if he thought our rating of his girlfriend was inaccurate. As I said before we had rated her at a strong 9. He was sort of at a loss for words to answer that. So, he Huffed, and he Puffed and turned and walked out. Keith was always so very smooth. I was as close to pissing myself as I have ever been, I think. Although that was a time in my life when I was terrified out of my mind on a regular basis.

Wokle Relations - Trans - Children

    The focus of this morning’s essay [Rant] will be Trans in elementary schools. Trans has, as expected, escaped the bounds of simple gender, male / female self-identification.

    "What do you want to be when you grow up Johnny?" has suddenly gone from an occupational or vocational question to a completely open-ended question. A question that is left completely open to absolutely anything and everything. If Johnny wants to identify as a dust mote or a cat everybody is suddenly compelled to accept Johnny's delusional assertion. A teacher called a student "Despicable" for challenging another student's self-identification as a cat.  I have read that this has been carried to ridiculous extremes in some grade schools. Some schools are actually putting   Litter boxes   in the school bathrooms for those children identifying as animals of one sort or another.

It is my firm believe that if a child makes this feelings based self-identification assertion [this assertion being a self-identification of being a non-human] and insists that the teaching staff and the janitorial staff  make available to this delusional child; bathroom equipment outside of the normal and customary bathroom facilities then the parents of said child must be responsible for the complete care, cleaning and over-all maintenance of this child's unusual and non-customary bathroom facilities IE a litter box. And if the teachers of said child are keeping Johnny's species self-identification a secret from said child's parents; then that teacher must be responsible for the care, cleaning and over-all maintenance of this child's litter box. And the cleaning of this litter box must be handled in a VERY timely manner, meaning when Johnny or Janie takes a shit in their litter box the teacher must come right behind the shit taking child immediately and clean it up. And when I say clean it up, I mean that the shit must be collected in a appropriate plastic bag and disposed of in their home, NOT on school grounds. And this means that the plastic bag containing Johnny's or Janie's shit may NOT be disposed of in any school waste can, garbage can, or dumpster on school grounds or anywhere other than the teacher's home or Johnny's or Janie's parents’ home. It is my recommendation that the teacher should dispose of the plastic bag containing Johnny's or Janie's fecal matter at Johnny's or Janie's home. Front yard or garbage totter makes no never-mind to me. But if any ADULTS are going to play along with and feed into Johnny's or Janie's delusion, they must be responsible for ANY and ALL non-normal situations that arise from Johnny's or Janie's delusion. If Johnny or Janie insist that they are a cat, dog, hamster, guinea pig they should also be raised like the household pet they are claiming to be meaning that they should be bathed and flea dipped just like any cat or dog might be. And Johnny or Janie insist that they self-identify at a hamster or guinea pig that they must be made to sleep in a litter bed. And they should be fed the appropriate cat, dog hamster, guinea pig chow.

    [DEBUNKED]  Ok, so the litter box story is a hoax. Even though this litter box story is a hoax it is so completely believable given the state of liberal views held by teachers and the teachers of teachers. And because of stories like this one. "Despicable". I firmly believe that the teacher must be made to apologize to the ‘Despicable' girl in front of the class and in writing for such an unfounded, harsh attack and condemnation. But this teacher didn't stop with an overly harsh castigation, this teacher didn't stop there. Read the story, this teacher made a whole 'Federal case' out of the situation. The teacher involved the school administrators and... [Wow, Oh Shit just read this story more completely. WOW! Fuck! The more times I re-read this article more goofed in the head I believe this teacher must truly be.] This teacher didn't only make a federal Case out of what should have been a trite little non-event, she practically went to the UN by-passing all Local, State, Federal, Congressional Senatorial, Executive, Supreme Court authority. [But if she had gone to the Executive Authority, Joe Biden. he might have just given the girl's hair a good sniff, patted her lightly on the bottom, bought her some ice-cream and sent her on her way.] Which when I think about it, that would have ended that situation dead in its tracks because as we all [Well at least I]  know the UN is the least effective governing body yet devised by man. It is so fucking ridiculous how righteously indignant this teacher got. This was not the rational action or reaction of a professional educator. This teacher has some very deep seated personal issues that she should look into for her own personal mental health and well being. She could maybe sleep without her nightly 800 mgs of Amobarbital, or Secobarbital or Phenobarbital or Thorazine, I hope Thorazine for her sake. I wonder is she missed her meds dose that morning, week. I wonder what the voices in her head are telling her. I suppose you don't have to guess too hard though. I believe this teacher should be compelled to drive to 'Despicable' girls home and apologize to this thirteen year old girl and her parents. Furthermore, this teacher should be given a script to read from detailing the events that occurred that day as they pertain to this attack on this thirteen year old girl. This teacher should be made to truly believe what is written is on this script a la the 1984 rat, face cage scene. Explaining to her parents why she so harshly sided with 'cat' girl's assertion about being a Cat and labeling their daughter as a Despicable. Furthermore, this teacher must be receptive to the parent’s response to this teacher's outrageous attack on their daughter. Perhaps this teacher should find herself at the mercy of the parents to be adjudicated as they see fit. I believe this teacher should be dismissed with extreme prejudice so that she can take the necessary time to discover for herself what her underlying motivations for this attack were. [Go to your room and think about what you did.And there will be no dinner tonight.] This teacher Should have been ADULT enough   [Adults are typically characterized by maturity, self-confidence, autonomy, solid decision-making, and are generally more practical, multi-tasking, purposeful, self-directed, experienced, and less open-minded and receptive to change]   to entertain 'Despicable' girl's question with equal weight as 'cat' girl and her assertion of cat-self-identification. 'Despicable' girl didn't bully 'cat' girl she simply asked a completely reasonable question given the startling nature of the 'cat' girls claim of cat-self-identification. How could 'Despicable' girl possibly be prepared to hear such a claim at thirteen years of age. Claiming to be a cat and demanding to be treated as a cat is so completely outside all norms in any school especially at this grade level. Or it should be anyway. And while we are asking questions about 'cat' girl's assertion about being cat, how is it possible that 'cat' girl could have previously been a human girl and now, today suddenly is a 'cat-girl'? How is it possible that this 'cat-girl hybrid' can speak? How is it possible that this 'cat-girl hybrid' is learning in class alongside non-cats (humans)? How is it possible that this 'cat-girl hybrid' walks upright on two human feet, not paws with claws. Why is this 'cat-girl hybrid' wearing shoes and clothing and is exhibiting No whiskers, No fur, No tail nor any other typical feline trait? There are SoooOOOooo many questions. Questions that 'Despicable' girl had every right to ask and every right to have answered. 'Asshole' teacher just completely tap-danced around that land-mine and went right into calling her "Despicable". This is the kind of 'teaching’ that absolutely shuts down ALL Legitimate Curiosity. Don't question anything, just shut up, keep your head down, keep your nose clean and don’t do anything unless I say so, or else... I imagine that because of the fucked-up nature of this teachers attitude a "Don't question Authority" is a sign should be hanging over the door header in her classroom. Unlike "Know Thy Self" but more like "Abandon hope all ye who enter here".

    As an aside if this teacher had been a man he would have been Fired RIGHT NOW [Its a long winded way for you to hear the "Right Now" catch phrase of a Mr. Ross Bennett]for the sexual language directed AT this 13 year old.

    Derail alert.

    I say this about anybody, absolutely anybody, that decides to step outside of generally accepted norms. They should/must be prepared for pushback. They must have thick skin. And the further from the norm the more withering the pushback is going to be. Getting irate doesn't help your situation at all. YOU have unilaterally taken this step outside the norm. Unless you are so COMPLETELY 'passing' you should wear a sign around your neck alerting those around you of what your preferred pronouns are. Confusing people is a non-starter on your part. You are just looking for a fight.  

    Again, the further from the norm, the more outrageous your deviation, the more withering reaction is going to be.    

    Newton's third law.     For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. If object A acts a force upon object B, then object B will exert an opposite yet equal force upon object A. 

    If object A is a, not an even remotely convincingly passing man, who asserts that he is a woman and has his phone setup to video-record this interaction in advance of this inevitable kerfuffle. And when object A encounters object B. Object B being a member of the wait staff at a restaurant. And when object B inevitably mistakenly 'miss-gender's object A, because of their voice tone and general countenance and demeanor or miss-demeanor in this case and because this is San Francisco. Then object A should be aware that they are not at all convincingly passing as a woman and suck it up and understand that they are presenting a confusing countenance and live with their choice and understand all of the ramifications of this choice. 

    Even Speed Laws take into consideration what might be a reasonable speed might be according to 80% of drivers, so...

Woke Relations - Jordon B Peterson

     Pronoun demands and Jordan B Peterson.

    I occasionally listen to a Mr. Jordan B. Peterson. He has a great deal to say about how to live a proper and decent life. how to, on your own, develop a strong moral and ethical character. As I recall there are thirteen key points. 

    The point of this essay though is Pronouns. As it happens Mr. Peterson is a very learned and accomplished Physiologist in 'Socialist Provinces of' Canada'. It seems that his attitudes fly squarely in the face of the Justin Trudeau 'Socialist' Government. So much so that the Government sued him right out of the main-stream teaching establishment. As I recall one of the principal issues was the use of pronouns in his classroom.

    He had two issues with the demand of students to be accepted by there "Preferred" pronouns. His two points were/are if a student "Truly" feels that they fit a preferred/demanded pronoun that there were two problems with that. If a student outwardly presents as a 'Male' for instance but demands to be addressed as a 'Female' he says that it is generally speaking impossible to make that determination from across an auditorium. Frequently it's impossible make that determination face to face. Similarly keeping track of the hundreds of students the professor will encounter and all the wide, wide variety of newly emerging pronouns is a ridiculous demand of the professor. He does however feel that there should be an allowance for a student who Truly Truly Identifies as a pronoun that differs from their appearance and their chromosomes. But that student should be examined to be Truly Truly certain of their 'Self Identification', and that this self identification will not change from one day to the next. Then there are the students that are just playing at Forcing the professor into an untenable situation just the pleasure of it. Asshole students. The schools are so "Leftist" anymore, though, that they will with out exception side with any student that makes a claim against any professor for whatever offense the student imagines may have been delivered upon them by the professor. And with the prevailing attitude in the schools Professors are 'cowed' into incrementally stepping away from what is true and appropriate for the way classes and universities should be conducted. And they will be forced to step by step and piece by piece ceed both their professional and personal beliefs. And the government will back the schools and by extension the students, again with out exception.

My stuff - Personal Guilt - Depression

     I have evidentially lead a despicable life.

    I was listening to the radio tonight. [last night by now I guess] A song came on talking about the singers past. His childhood. Things that he wouldn't change. Not from the 70"s not from the 80"s. The song title is  "19 Somthin' "I suppose I would have to include the 60's as well. He said that he wouldn't trade those days for nuthin' of words to that effect.

    As I listened to this song and was disheartened to think that I would trade it all away for a clean conscience. Nothing that I can think of would off-set my willingness to cleanse my conscience, my soul. I watch a TV show "Lucifer". On the show they describe "Hell" as a loop where in you relive the thing that causes you guilt. While watching this I sort of thought that might make sense. But Holly Shit there SO MANY guilty memories. Nearly every memory I can recall with any clarity is a guilty one. All of my earliest memories are guilty memories. I had a sweet loving mother who I, for lack of a better word, abused. I strong 'willed' her into things, stupid things, selfish things. When I was in high school for instance, I felt that I deserved a Gold Seiko Digital watch. This watch had two alarms and a countdown timer function. In today's terms this would have been the Very Highest end Apple watch. And I know that it had a slew of other "cool factor" functions that I don't even recall. This watch was $200.00. The date of this was something like the middle of 1977. I don't know what the inflation adjusted to today's dollars would be but I imagine it was WAY more that a middle achieving high school student deserved. At this time I was attending high school at a private school. A school for the very rich and very influential. As I recall one years tuition cost on the order of $5000.00. I later learned that you could have purchased a very nice, very new BMW 2002 for that money. When the 289 Shelby Cobra was being made and sold in the late 60's you could have had one of those for $5000.00. I imagine you could buy a VERY nice watch with that inflation adjusted money. I am absolutely certain that this watch was much better that the watch my father wore. Much Better. That is just one example. The truly bitch part of that is that I don't even have that watch anymore. I don't even remember when or why I threw it out. I don't even ware the watches that I do own. The same goes for an VERY high dollar engineering Calculator that my father purchase for me. A Texas Instruments TI 59. I don't remember when or why I threw that out either. I was at CostCo the other day and nearly purchased a set of plastic storage bins. These thoughts rolled right out of my memory and I said to my self that If I own so much stuff that I need to buy storage bins to keep the stuff in, then I have too much stuff. That is another Guilt inducing tangle of memories. But as I sit here I do recall one gift that my father purchased for me. A small transistor radio. The Sony Walkman of the day, I imagine. He purchased this radio while he was serving in the Marin Corps in Viet Nam. He was a Marine Corps Engineer and was in charge of the set up and maintaining of MANY of the Camps or Bases that you no doubt have hear the names of. This was when we were living in Hawaii on the Kaneohe Naval Air Station. I was in the second grade so I was about six or seven. This marvel of compact electronic know how was however wasted on me. But years later when we had moved to Saline Michigan, I was in the fifth grade so maybe ten or eleven years old, while unpacking our things my father unpacked this radio. He was so emotionally amazed and astounded that I did in fact still have this radio and that it did in fact still function. He turned it on, dialed in a local AM station and played it over the phone to my mother she was equally astounded. I had such a habit of breaking things that my father described it to his friends that "I could take apart a steel ball bearing with a rubber hammer just to see what was inside". I imagine that he was caused to describe this habit of mine this way because at some point while living in Hawaii I snuck into the top drawer, his drawer, of a six drawer highboy dresser where I found a grey 3/4 inch marble. I stole this marble out of the drawer and did in fact smash it with a hammer. I don't know why I felt compelled to do such a stupid thing. As it turns out that marble was very sentimental for him and from his childhood. As I recall he won this marble from the reining school marble play champion. Marble play was a big deal in his childhood. Marble play was likely the nonviolent equivalent of fighting. I remember when I was in third grade marble play was still very serious business. I know he was very much saddened by this senseless act on my part, one of so many, many, many stupid, selfish things I did. I do still have that radio and it does still function, mostly because of that one incident. As I sit here I can dredge up right off the top of my head so more similar examples. Alpine-Lite Backpack, compressed air bottles, welding equipment, belt sander... Each one leads to the next, snowball down a hill like. I am very certain that if for what ever reason I really took some time to add all these incidents up there would be many, many more and that is just how I treated my mother and father. So many more that they far out weigh the good happy memories. By Far and away. When I move up to the women that I have the good fortune to be involved with in my life this guilty conscience list balloons out to... well huge proportions, exponential proportions, astronomical proportions, Biblical proportions.

    I recently read that we as humans evolutionarily are 'conditioned' to remember the bad things. The bad things, evolutionarily speaking, would most likely revolve around life and death situations. In  this article it said that in the 'dark ages' [maybe] after teaching a child an important thing the instructors would violently throw the child into a cold stream. The adrenaline would somehow solidly cement this learned thing solidly into the child's memory.

    I have also read that we as humans somehow anesthetize ourselves from bad memories. Somehow selectively massaging and editing them down into less troubling memories. To the point of even turning them into good memories. When I read that I thought woah, woah, woah, back up, Good Memories?. I think that somewhere in my 'Drug addicted weirdo days" I must have killed off that anesthetizing agent in my brain chemistry. Because when I look back over my life, truly the bulk of the memories floating around my mind just floating on the surface are decidedly guilty memories. My used to be fiance once told me that I was a 'Spoiled child'. I immediately disagreed with her as you might imagine. But those words have stuck with me for... well, ever since. And more and more I am believing that assessment of my character, moral character, ethical character and any other descriptor that you might saddle my character with. I just looked up "Spoiled Child" this is what came back      "The spoiled child syndrome is characterized by excessive self-centered and immature behavior, resulting from the failure of parents to enforce consistent, age-appropriate limits. Many of the problem behaviors that cause parental concern are unrelated to spoiling as properly understood."       I do not believe in laying the blame on my parents for my shit behavior because I should have grown out of that shit behavior, Long ago. On my own. The Brad Paisley song "Celebrity" the line "... cant wait to sue my dad. Wreck a Ferrari on my way to rehab."

    I should have learned to be a better human being. 

    I failed, not my parents.

Race Relations - Ilegal imigration

 

    But as long as we are talking Texas and ID cards... Absolutely VOTER ID cards!!! If you are required to have an ID card for airline travel or a drivers license ID card to drive a car then...  None of these holds nearly the gravity as does VOTING. I cant believe that Sleepy Joe and veepee Harris opened up the borders to import millions of "Illegal" voters. Sleepy Joe said it "Illegal" on national TV.  But I digress.

    I guess after further analysis importing voters from around the world you still could not steel the election this time.

Woke Relations - Prounouns

    In the immortal words of Bill Maher I long for the days when your assigned pronouns in school were "sit down and shut up."

Woke Relations - Trans - Sports

    It seems that Hermaphroditic, come intersex, come DSD persons (George Carlin word creep) of the world are now entering into the sporting world. And seemingly a big way. And they make a big splash when they do. Sometimes literally as in the penn state and ncaa swim team fiasco. I have SooOOOooo much respect for Riley Gains. I would vote for her for President, with Hailey Welsh (the Hawk Tuah Girl) as Vice President. These two women know how to get a JOB done. So this is going to be a "Thing" now. As a start the sporting governing bodies around the world every sporting everything now need to set a new ruling on making new classifications regarding hermaphroditic, intersex, DSD and Feelings based gender identification. There was a high school softball team (I think it was softball) that refused to play against a team with gender fluid players. They were disqualified for the duration of the season for being insensitive towards the opposing team. Its pretty simple though, a blood test for chromosomal make up. If you are going to play in a sport it seems you should now be required to have an authentic chromosomal blood test ID card. Probably right along side your AIDS test result card and your Covid test result card. It is the sad new truth. I played in little league a million years ago and all you needed was to comit to show up for practice do your best and have a baseball mit. It is a sad state of affairs that now gender fluidity is an issue.

Woke relations - Trans - Sports

 

     So there has been some activity regarding the Algerian "woman" boxer a Mr.Imane Khelif by name who stole the gold medal in the most recent Summer Sham, I mean olympics. It seems that this man has sued X [formally Twitter] for the huge amount of hate delivered to himself on the platform because he Stole the gold medal. Imagine that. It seems that he is upset about his new found fame and all that goes with it. The Cover of Vogue [Saudi Arabia]

    Everybody insists on referring to this as a trans-phobia issue. It is not trans-phobia, not in sports especially contact combative sports, like boxing, its a safety issue. It is not even strictly about combative sports. Its about biological boys and men competing unfairly against biological girls and women. In any sport you want to name except for the more cerebral competitions like maybe or Chess or Bridge. There was a catastrophic incident in Collegiate Women's Volley ball where in a young woman was permanently injured when a Man on the teem spiked the ball into this young woman's face. I am certain that you are ALL aware of the Lia Thomas [formally Will Thomas] scandal. There is NO end of the "goofyness" surrounding Mr. Thomas. The weird just keeps coming. 

     Its my understanding that Mr. Khelif experienced some 5-alpha reductase deficiency in-utero but he does in fact not have a uterus or a vagina but does in fact have two un-descended testicles. News article. This is a sort of a "Victory Lap" for the sensible folks out there who knew this truth all along with a splash of gloating thrown in for good measure.

    The Fucks at the IOC issued this...

• IOC recommendations additionally include guiding principles for all sport federations to follow, encouraging:
  • Inclusion of athletes of all gender identities;
  • Use of an evidence-based approach in constructing rules;
  Preventing athletes from undergoing unnecessary procedures or treatments to be eligible.

    All gender identities?  What?  Does this mean if Mr. Mike Tyson showed up to participate as a woman boxer stating that he now identifies as a "White Blonde haired Woman" that he should somehow be now eligible to fight on the olympic woman's team after he crushes this new kid on the block Jake Paul. I have no doubt that Mr. Paul has been taking this up coming fight very seriously, as he should. You really should not shoot your mouth off like this with out some serious preparation or having a full ready-to-go surgical team ringside and a Billion dollar life insurance policy. A policy that NO insurance company would ever underwrite.

    The only evidence-based here is a simple chromosome test XX or XY the end... and the usual blood doping tests. Just hope that Mr. Khelif hasn't spent too much time with Russian "coach's". We know how that would likely urine test out. Gold Silver or Bronze what color will Mr. Khelif piss be next olympics.

 

 

 

    I am going to keep BANGING ON about the paris olympics here. ((I guess I will be done now banging on about the olympics nowbecause it is over now.)) And yes in am intentionally not capitalizing both paris and olympic and its different sentence structure variants and anything to do with olympic. Just my little way to protest their total disregard for reality and in this instance sportsmanship. I will continue in this vein, not capitalizing words or names that I find contemptible. Similarly I will be striking through those words that I find offensive. And in that same vein I will be capitalizing and underscoring words that I feel do deserve respect.

I am now hearing that the ioc is hiding behind the passport gender identifier box tick [F] as the gold standard of a (in this instance) boxer's biological sex for their qualification to be in the women's (female) boxing matches. 

It seems to me that if countries would try to sneak a "doped" athlete into the olympic games by using fancy high-level chemistry sets and whatever else is involved with "doping" why wouldn't they just tick the gender [ ] box on a passport with [F] for a male athlete so the newly minted "female" athlete could "bring home the gold" while sending their competition home in a coma. (particularly in the combat sports) I can not imagine the courage took for the Italian Woman Boxer to stand up for herself in front of the World and to call the fight. She knew what was happening to herself and knew enough to not go home in a body bag. I have so much respect for her. I personally think the Italian Woman Boxer should have thrown off the now bullshit olympic boxing rules because the ioc threw off the rules first, and sucker punched the absolute compound living FUCK out of that algerian sheethead when he ever so condescendingly approached the Italian Woman Boxer and patted the Italian Woman boxer on her back with the immortal words of Sheldon Cooper "There there" probably ringing in her ears . ((Incoming update alert It seems that the Italian Woman Boxer has had a change of heart and reconsidered her position on not shaking the algerian shithead's hand after the "fight". Italy probably was informed that ISIS had threatened some terrorist rioting shit. Italy probably received a strongly worded letter from the mayor of paris, the president france, the ioc and ISIS.)) That was not an olympic style points fight That was a man brutalizing a Woman. Again, I think the Italian Woman Boxer should have gone totally berserker mode and I that mean in the truest of ways. The METH crazed ways, PCP crazed ways, Bath Salt crazed ways (Synthetic cathinones what ever the fuck those/that is/are) Total RAGE Berserker action. Empty the dugouts action, refs and security grabbing at her action, carrying her swinging, cursing and spitting action, Fight club action, "dogs and cats living together" (Ghost busters reference) action, Return Home a National Hero action! Bloody up that mans face, disfigured him for life action. Maybe even blinded him in one eye just like the ioc is blind action. She probably would have been thrown ALL the way out of paris and france and boxing for for that matter for"Unsportsmanlike" behavior but in the immortal words of Dead Pool "Worth it".

Algeria does not the money for the big-deal high-level super-secretive doping projects like the Russian or the Chinese do. But a simple paper pushing hack and the male athlete now an [F] in the sex/gender box on his passport and Presto-e-chango, and the WOKE, DEI, feelings before science agenda driven ask no questions  ioc will turn a BLIND eye because of the feelings of country of origin of this freshly minted [F] athlete said so. Corruption alert. The ioc and the world used to be ever  SOOOooo very touchy about blood doping and Illegal performance enhancing substances. What about illegal performance enhancing genetics and chromosomes. Blood doping tests are simple blood tests administered to EVERY athlete. Why would they totally disregard a sex identifier test? Especially now that gender fluidity has gone mainstream. The one true gold standard test for the sex [M] or [F] is a chromosome test. Not based on the feelings of the athlete and not the feelings of the country of origin. Simple Biology.  Its not like they can mess around with this genetic marker specifically for the olympics. They have disqualified so many athletes for blood doping over the years. I hope now chromosomal genetic testing will become standard. But in the immortal words of Mark Twain "I hope it but I doubt it".

It seems to me that if the governing body regulating the world of boxing the, International Boxing Association, the IBA, have rules for this sort of thing. And did in fact disqualify this algerian athlete from competing in the women's category in the world championships for this very reason. Perhaps the ioc should take IBA rules a little more seriously. Not just dismiss them completely out of hand in favor of advancing the WOKE, DEI agenda. The IBA rules are in place of the actual physical safety of the boxers across the Globe, not the feelings of the boxers across the Globe. ((Incoming update alert. It seems that the IBA's ethics is now under intense scrutiny. Lack of financial transparency. Just like every other body of governance on the planet it seems. Go figure.))

The last time I can remember that there was this much DRAMA involving the olympics was the 72 Munich olympics. And ISIS, and their ilk, haven't even have the nerve to try that stunt again. I believe Mossad saw to that. ISIS et al sat by and let paris and the ioc do their work this time. (( Notice that I did capitalize ISIS because they stand up for their principals, as violent and deadly as they are.)) paris and the ioc are just slipery, slimy, unprincipled, greedy fucks. Yea I said it, FUCKS. No principals, no morals, no ethics, no common sense, no sense of right and wrong, no sense of fair play. No sense at all. I thought the whole idea of the olympics was fair play. A level playing field especially in the combative events. But I guess they don't feel that way anymore.

I know that each city takes the opportunity to put their "stamp" on the olympics held in their city. But WOW what a stamp. paris just stomped down on the throat of good taste with this olympiad. And the ioc just showed themselves to be feckless, spinless, woke agenda pushers. This reminds me budlite debacle. I wonder if the mayor of paris is going to stand by the artistic director of this olympic spectacle or quietly fire them and the committee "they" rode in on. I say "they" not because I am being sensitive to their pronoun demands but because I just don't know who this person is. I cant imagine the global internet snooping that is befalling paris and the fucks that let this shit out of the minds (of the fucks who ate some suspect mushrooms in their vegan salads) and onto the drawing boards and then into committee meetings and then out of committee meetings and onto the televisions of the entire world. I really hope that the weapons grade investigation turns up the same level of depravity as was found out about that thomas fuck who had to sue his way on to the team. I mean every other city has had pride in their show. Japan, China, Brazil even Russia put on respectful shows. The opening ceremony is supposed to be a show for the entire world a proud statement about their city, their national heritage, their country and what was and is best in them. Oooooohhh wait just a minute "hole' up"...  I was going to say where is their pride. But then it slapped me in the face that the meaning of the word pride, like so many others lately,  has crept or migrated. (Watch this George Carling video for the true meaning of word creep) I don't know if pride day/month is celebrated the same in Europe or the rest of the world as it is in the USA but perhaps that is what we just saw. First we have pride parades, then we have pride month and now we have pride olympics.

Paris can call their mockery of ALL of things Christian satire or parody or hide it by calling it a live depiction of  "Feast of the Gods" painting supposedly similar to the "Last Supper" by Leonardo Da Vinci. Those paintings, in my opinion, are not nearly similar enough to make that claim. paris has always been a wild and crazy, free wheeling, artsy city so maybe they can hide their shame in that. But I don't think that even the city Amsterdam, a city world renown for being a wild and crazy drug addled Crazy Train Depot would have would have put on that show. 

So the olympics is over now. I am happy to say that I did NOT partake in the closing ceremonies. At the same time I feel a certain level of remorse for not watching those athletes that participated in these olympics. Most of them deserve to be seen and congratulated for that participation.

Government - isms

    In the light of recent events [read; the election in America] why is it that Fascism gets such a bad rap? There are far worse things.

     Fascism. Certainly Adolf Hitler was a Fascist and was certainly responsible for millions of deaths both concentration camps victims [read; "The Holocaust"] and those lives lost in the entirety of the second World War.  Of this there is no doubt, well to some. As an aside there exists some group of people who deny that the Holocaust was perpetrated against the Jewish and other racial populations. Those people aside there is no doubt that Adolf Hitler and his fanatical fascist policies, political beliefs and weaponization of fearmongering and having an imaginary evil to purge from the planet truly galvanized the Nation of Germany into a Lean Grey/Black/Brown fighting Machine. And he aimed this Fighting Machine at the world at large. He was Overt in his actions. I don't see President elect Donald Trump weaponizing the Police, the National Guard, the Military against legitimate U.S. citizens. Those that are here illegally, those who pose a credible threat to legitimate U.S. citizens or the U.S. government, yes.

    Marxism. And yet Joseph Stalin managed to have a sufficiently good P.R. group to cover up the many more millions than Hitler managed to kill. And Stalin killed these people with long, slow painful deaths of artificially created famine [in Ukraine] and starvation but lets not dismiss those that he did have rounded up and shot. Some of Stalin's 'extermination' squads were over achievers and rather exuberant with their work. Perhaps the reason that Stalin gets a pass is that there was no artillery used to kill those millions. Stalin was a remarkably less overt and much more covert with his mass killing genocide. Genocide is a very popular word being bandied about lately. Stalin was where this tool really was to great effect. “Socially harmful elements”, “Enemies of the people”. You can point these terms at any group of people anywhere in the world. Stalin's notorious 1937 order No. 00447 that called for the mass execution and exile of these groups of people. An entire social group of people. The upper middle class. We mustn't have a reason to over achieve unless of course it's in killing of people that you are over achieving at. There is now a not so subtle movement in Europe pushing in a Marxist European direction.

    Communism. And then there is Mao Zedong. An over achiever in the killing department if ever there was one. Here too is another example of truly amazing P.R. work. Mao is the Undisputed champion of mass killing for political agendas. Tens of millions. Not the measly ten or twenty million racked up by small time killer Hitler or bush league Stalin his policies were responsible for an astounding number of deaths, with estimates ranging from 40 to 80 million victims of starvation, persecution, prison labor, and mass executions. This was his social engineering project "The Great Leap Forward'. And this policy continues to this day. Xinjiang Ping regularly sends millions to re-education/interment camps. I don't think I can say enough about the leadership in China. And I don't mean this a good way as might be inferred by the statement "I can't say enough..." Everything about China is twisted up so tight, I mean Super Massive Black Hole Wedgie tight. The 'Social Credit' system is just a teenincy example of this. His work with the Muslim population in China is exemplary, when it comes to human suffering and killing, that is. Then there is the continual threats ,saber rattling and military 'near misses' with regards to Taiwan. This aircraft intercept is an example in the air. I wonder if this Chinese pilot had watched Top Gun once too often. Here is an example of a Naval indecent. The captain of this Chinese War Ship must have been watching Top Gun with the previously mentioned pilot. I imagine that the pilot and the captain went home to an extra bowl of rice for his work, showing the West who is Boss.

    But I digress President elect Donald Trump is not going to be killing any legitimate U.S. citizens, nor is he going to be killing any illegal immigrants, nor is he going to be starting the Third World War and likely last War. Nor is he going to be ruining the lives of every woman in the country. Forcing every rape victim or victim of incest to carry that fetus to full 9 month term. He is not going to be coming for your children like the Trans movement is. He might take Drag Queen Story Hour out of elementary schools. I would support this action though. He isn't likely to be taking the litter boxes out of the F*** Off schools that have seen fit to put them in the restrooms for the kids who insist that they are cats. [Update this story has been verified as a hoax, but still it is so completely believable.] I would however support such an action. Like Bill Maher said, and I am paraphrasing here, When I was in school your assigned pronouns were "Sit Down" and "Shut the Fuck Up". What are the pronouns for a cat "Here" and "Kitty Kitty"? How or why  is a teacher expected to buy into these delusions of children. This is a total failure of parenting. A failure where in EVERY goofy whim that pops into a child's head Must be treated as it it was pronouncement from the Pope. At least everybody now knows what a pronoun is. So there is that I suppose.

    Closing the boarders up nice and tight like Jerry Falwell's or mine for that matter asshole at this rally, putting The U.S. First in the world, bringing the U.S. back from being a laughingstock, RE-funding the Police, Deporting illegal immigrants, Arresting known terror cells, returning The U.S. to an actual world leader of Peace and not War on the world stage...    The list goes on. He will right Every F***ed Up thing that has happened that happened to the U.S. government while Clinton and Obama was secretly, silently, surreptitiously, stealthily, dismantling it piece by piece and everything that happened after sleepy Joe's "8 hours" on the job, or after his 11:00 am bed time were up and the committee slid in and took over leadership of the government. As a president with dementia he was this update coming after the election a puppet president, a president by committee. The Clinton's and the Obama's being/were the puppet masters and the committee.

    I personal think that Sleepy/Sniffy/Pervy Joe really put in more like two and a half hours, on a good day, if the Geritol had kicked in soon enough for appearances sake anyway. I also think that he lost his debate so catastrophically because some underflunkie who is now residing some place horrible like North Korea or Iran forgot to bring "Thee kit" that night. Thee kit with the Caffeine, the Adrenaline, the Norpinephrine, the Epinephrine, the Amphetamines, all the -phetmines, all the -ines, the Dexamphetmine, the Methcathinone, the Methamphetamine, the Ritalin the Adderall, the Poppers, the Cocaine, the Concerta, the Dexedrine, the Crack, the Meth oh I said that already, The Cocaine and the Meth was mostly for Hunter though. They mix all this mess up in Gigantic 100cc syringe with a 6 inch Cardiac needle and voila just like Mia Wallace in Pulp Fiction, Bang Zoom Back from the dead. But Ol' Sleepy/Sniffy/Pervy wouldn't be the first Meth Crazed tweeker of a world leader though. Have you ever watched Ol' Adolf in the 1936 Olympics? That guy was TWEEKING Hard.

 I truly hope that President Elect Donald Trump can get The U.S. back on the rails of governmental sanity. As I understand it the Senate is now led by Republicans clearly President Elect Donald Trump is a republican still waiting on the congressional votes to be tallied at this time. [Update the congressional votes are in and by a slim majority the Republicans control the house also YIPPY] I was hoping for a republican lead in the Congress so that actual PRO-gress can be made instead of the CON-gress that we enjoy so much today. [I really wish there was a sarcasm font [Update: I have adopted the Italics font at stand in for a sarcasm font.] ] I hope it but I doubt it. Mark Twain.

Sex - Trans

    As a member of the non-breast enabled persons gender I will never know the issues surrounding the "ownership" of breasts. Just as I assume that members of the breast enabled persons gender will never know what it is like inside the mind of a testosterone soaked mind.

    Some time in the not totally distant past I saw a YouTube in which a woman who transitioned to a man discusses the sudden difficulty of dealing with a mind that was very preoccupied by thoughts of a sexual nature. The constant analysis of women's forms. She/he (I will never be able to get that straight) discussed the loneliness of being suddenly male. Women seem to typically have a larger network of friends that they maintain on a regular basis. They keep in contact with each other just because they are called to by their nature. Men don't have this nature. Men are motivated by the need to solve problems. As a result they don't stay in contact with their male friends unless there is a need or a problem to be solved or a question about a problem that needs to be solved. Which sort of explains why women tend to gravitate to professions that involve a network of individuals helping them. and men tend to gravitate to professions that require problem solving.

more to follow...

Woke Relations - Trans - Sports - Olympics

    How the HELLLL is break dancing in the olympics and Ballroom dance is NOT?!?!

Ballroom has a very LONG history. I believe that the Waltz has been around for some centuries. Break dancing has only been around for about 40 years.

    As I understand it being in the olympics has something to do with being an armature athlete. I get that. I applaud that. That is what the Olympics is supposed to be about. The Olympics is such a joke now. I don't think Lebron James is an amateur basketball player or any of the USA basketball team for that matter. But some how Ballroom dance is excluded on the basis of the professional standing of the dancers. Some how I think this, along with So many other things that have caused the Olympics to be a sham and shameful on the world stage. 

    Paris France went WAY out their way with the DEI WOKE stuff at every turn. Not the least of which is the whole trans athletes Inclusion. A male boxer fighting pummeling a woman boxer Angela Carini for 46 seconds. In the he pictures of the algerian boxer man he looks so smug and condescending and remarkably un-sweated up. There is NO way in the world that this is in keeping with the spirit of the Olympics. Not keeping with the actual true law. Not keeping to the chromosomal law of nature. Not keeping with ANY safety regulation. And, for that matter, is the USA basketball team in keeping with the spirit of the olympics. Some how every four years the professional players have their income sheltered to somehow to appear amateur. Not even Al Capone could hide from the IRS but some how Steph Curry can. What kind of turning a blind eye bullshit is this?

    It is a true shame because there are so many 'true' Amateur athletes who deserve to be in the Amateur olympics. Surely there are amateur basketball players who deserve to be at the olympics and on the world stage. But money truly rules the world and the olympics is no exception. Nothing, no nation, no government, no politician, no governing body of any kind nothing is immune to the power of money, corruption, scandal, bribery...  Love of money and all of that...

    I recently heard several good-bad joke about the olympics; "Bronze, Silver, Gold what color will the Russian gymnastics team's urine be this year?" I imagine Russian athletes who don't score well wont be welcomed "home" but sent to some very remote and very cold Siberian gulag. Which calls to mind the other olympic joke This  joke is about the Chinese athletes, "Don't win, your social credit score will be erased as will your family but they will be literally and permanently erased, erased from all living memory. Right out of the IPhone factory. 

    Its soooo sad which is why I will never watch the olympics again. Which is doubly sad for me because I have such very fond memories driving across country with my father and catching the olympics in hotel rooms after each day all along the way. Memories of Olga Korbut  (Вольга Корбут)  going crazy on the balance beam and scoring the first perfect 10 (My mistake 9.8.Which the entire audience in attendance too Great exception to) and winning the hearts of everybody in the whole world, not a dry eye on the planet. Olga, with her crooked little smile and crooked (natural colored) teeth and goofy pig tailed hair. She even has a Postage Stamp with her face on it.

I recently saw a picture the USA women's gymnastics team. They all, every last one, had absolutely perfect dentition, straighter that straight, linear accelerator straight claimed to be "the world's most straight object." and every tooth was bleached beyond toilet bowl white, whiter than a white Dwarf Star white, positively luminescent, absolutely incandescent, and their hair was perfectly quaffed, not a strand out of place even after their routines. Not a sweat mark under any of their arms, any of them. I wonder just how much Aquanet double-over-extra-super-high-hold-hairspray-shellac or Flecto Vera-thane they had to use to make that happen. That also makes me wonder if that much shellac use could maybe get a DOT or SNELL helmet rating? And how does one sleep with glow in the dark teeth? That bright, are they warm to the touch?

    So anyway no more shameful Olympic business for me. Sorry Peacock or who ever paid some exorbitant fee to have their advertisers plaster their logo's and commercials all over the front of our retinas.

Society - On the decline of Civilization - San Francisco - The Left

    On the decline of the once great city of San Francisco.

When I was young (1965) five years old my mother used to take my friends and I to Ghirardelli Square and Golden Gate park in San Francisco and LEAVE us there while she went and did grocery shopping on the then naval installation commissary on Treasure Island. She would leave us there in the morning at say 9:00 am and return at say 3:00 pm. Neither she nor my friends families gave this even a first, second or third thought nor were any fucks gigen. There was obviously no thought of kidnapping for sale to sex-slavers. There was no thought murder, there was no thought of introduction to horrible drug experience either just visually or by actual force. She would take us on field-trips to the Height-Ashbury district, Golden Gate Park, the Japanese Tea Garden, (I loved the novelty of the super high humpy foot bridge) the Exploritorium, The Botanical Gardens, and to the Berkley Modern Art Museum. I loved the Giant Carousel horse ride in Golden Gate Park. I used to love watching the model boat people sailing in the Big Pond. I used to love the Antique Bicycle shop there I, my self, would no more consider taking my child to any of these locations now than I would introducing my child to the drug fentanyl. But, now I imaging that if I did take my child to any of these locations I would in fact be introducing them to fentanyl. 

    I haven't been to San Francisco recently but I do hear about major department stores leaving. It seems that the once glorious Union Square is no more Glorious than Skid Row. 

    Some 30 years ago I used to take my daughter and friends to San Francisco. We would go to Union  Square, Ghirardelli Square, FAO Schwartz, the Pier 39 district. We would ride Cal-Train into The City walk to Powell street Cable Car turn-around and ride around all day long with no worries at all. I don't know if, in hind sight, I was just plain stupid doing that, blinded by the reliving of my youth in those trips. None of the adults concerned were concerned so... I did feel totally safe on those trips.

    I will say this though, I was brought up short once in a conversation with a woman friend-co-worker when I told her of a shorty trip to "The City". She was suddenly and visibly very concerned for my safety. That was the first time I had cause to consider the difference between male and female world view with regard to safety. It never occurred to me that The City was an unsafe environment for women. Apparently it was and by extension still is and to an even greater degree to be sure. That is very telling and a great shame.

    I cant speak to the decline of The City from personal experience but just like reading about fentanyl I can understand that it is very bad. Similarly I can, by reading about all the "wackiness" of The City, understand that The City is no longer a Great City. 

    Unfortunately, it seems the same can be said about many once Great Cities in  America. New York, Chicago, Baltimore and so many others. It is so sad to contemplate this decline in what were once Great American Cities. Once great cities laid low by liberal left-wing politics.

    As a quicky footnote I will add that I have been looking at a selection of what I assume are recent pictures of some of these locations and they do not appear to have suffered much of the decline that I am describing. I will hope and assume that the decline is primarily limited to the down town areas and the halls of policy, which is nice.

My stuff - Want vs. Need

There is often a great gap between that which I/we want and that which I/we need.

Lately I have been getting a much tighter grip on the need want conundrum. Living only on debit cards will do that for a person. Donating Plasma and driving Uber helps as well.

Random thoughts - Society

    The suffix ...ist is an odd thing. In many cases it added to your profession make you good at it. I am a Machinist. when you study to be good at something they add ist to your work. If you study Guitar you are a guitarist, the flute a flutist, after many years in school and you can be a psychologist.

    However when you ad ...ist to race you are a raciest, or to sex you are a sexist. These to are practicality a death sentence in today's politically correctness driven society. Not to say that there is any thing even remotely okay about being a raciest or a sexist but where is the difference coming from?

    I don't believe that I am a racist. I do not believe that because I am a White Male in America that I am somehow better in any measurable way, or in any way at all than a Black person or a Chinese person or a Mexican person... I believe that I am a "Culture-ist". I find a Culture that lives and dies on its vicim-hood-status to be reprehensible. There are some VERY Crazy ideas being put forward these days surrounding Racism. It seems that the notion of Three meals a day is racist, and the craziest thing that I believe I have EVER heard mathematics is racist. I have watched the You-tube videos that propose these notions many times, I still can not understand the rational behind these claims. There is also a ground swell movement gaining traction where by black persons in America at present are due reparations for the Colonial era slavery that existed in America some 200 years ago. Oddly enough, one of the persons pushing this idea, a Sunny Hostin, co-host on the much maligned day-time talk show, found out that in her ancestors history there are in fact slave "OWNERS". How does she propose to square receiving reparations for colonial era slavery that she feels has somehow caused her some economic harm if she have slave owners in your genealogical past? Will this involve some high level "Racist" Newer Math that will be able to make a full accounting of this? The unfortunate truth is that the city of San Francisco is actually considering a plan that will allocate 5 MILLION Dollars per black person. San Francisco can't even afford to clean shit (actual shit, human fesses, shit) off of its streets. The City recently hosted some big deal APEC Summit meeting nations from around the GLOBE were in attendance. And  the city had actually taken the time and expence to map out where the shit (fesses) was located in the city so that clean up crews could go out and clean it up. Map it out? San Francisco recently, I say recently it took some many years to make this happen, built a public restroom. The city spent 1.7 Million Dollars on a 150 square foot public restroom. Permits to get permits and one environmental and I assume utility impact study after another. Un-fucking-believable! I used to dream of living in San Francisco. Now I cant even dredge up the desire to visit.

    While we are talking about suffixes "-phobic" is everywhere. Speak out about any of the LGBTQrstuvwxyz... and you are a "Homo-phobe, a Fat-phobe a Trans-phobe and the list is growing moment by moment it seems. The suffix phobe is used when a person has an irrational fear of what ever you have stapled the suffix to. 

    I do not have a fear of rational or otherwise of Gay men, Lesbian women not even in the slightest. I do however have a very serious problem with "Pride Month". There used to be Pride parades and festivals but now there is an entire month dedicated to Gay Pride. I say Gay Pride because I believe that Gay is a blanket term that can be used to cover the whole of the LGBTQrstuvwxyz...crowd. I could be wrong. As much as everything is in a constant state of flux one can never be sure anymore. So no I am, not a Homo-phobe. 

    I do not have a fear of Trans individuals. I do however have a very serious issue with trans men/women its so difficult to know what is what now insinuating themselves into women's spaces. The most egregious example of this trend is, at least to me, when men self identify as women and weasel their way into women's sports and women's personals spaces. Sports that's pretty simple. If a genetically born male wakes up one day and declares himself to be a female and starts participating in women's sporting events. There has been a TIDAL wave of this happening recently. Everything; swimming, bicycling, weightlifting, virtually any sport that used to be declared a "Woman's" ( by Title 9) event has been infiltrated be trans-men. The most famous example is the Will/Lea Thomas sued his way into the Women's NCAA swimming team in the University of Pennsylvania. He "killed the competition. Crushed every record. Not by fractions of a second either not by portions of a body length Full seconds and Full body lengths. He stole records, titles and most importantly Scholarships. He stole them from deserving young women. 

    By personal spaces I mean changing/locker rooms restrooms. Again with the Will Thomas example he is/was a 6'4" fully genitally fully intact male, he was allowed to use the women's locker room. A locker/changing room where in  women are entitled to privacy, safety and dignity. The moment that U Penn NCAA people made the decision to allow Will Thomas to participate on the women's swim team and to allow him to use the woman's locker room they completely stripped the women on the U Penn swim team of all of the privacy, safety and dignity implied by the "Woman's Locker/changing room". And they facilitated the theft of  records, titles and scholarships. I find this morally ethically heinous and atrocious. I would use more vitriolic words here but it's late and I can't dredge them up right now.

    This sort of "DEI" is creeping all across the country and world. The alter of inclusion is blood stained in "Gyms" all across the country. Planet Fitness has "Bent the knee" to this alter. They allow any male self identifying as female to use the women's locker room. YMCA gyms have also bent their knee. Fast food restaurant's city parks are experiencing issues with men using the women's restrooms.

                        more to come.

Random Thoughts - Politics

    I mentioned some time ago that I don't like Obama very much. I will start enumerating the reasons...

    Recently he made the suggestion that soldiers in our army pay for war injuries them selves or with their own insurance. IS he for real? What insurance company is going to insure a soldier in Iraq or Afghanistan? Heck even in Texas where that Muslim nutcase shot up the place and 13 soldiers DIED.

    Many people knew about him and his leanings but they were too "tolerant" to say any thing. Can call him out because he is a minority and a muslim and that is racism and religious intolerance and we will not stand for that here in America. We will let people die first... but I digress.

    Obama wants soldiers to pay for their war injuries them selves but he will, by hook or by crook, cram a new National Medical Health Care Plan down the rest of the countries throat.

Voting

As you have no doubt heard there is an election coming up, again.

I am just not sure how to vote.
If i vote for the corrupt incumbents we get screwed yet again.
If I vote for the newbies full of idealism and vigor the corrupt incumbents will corrupt them and stonewall their every effort to do any good for "We the people".

And if we did manage to sweep all the incumbents out and replace them with well intention-ed new wave of government screws they would soon be corrupted by the corporate screws looking to maintain the status quo. And it they managed to avoid that trap and did managed to pass positive legislation that would benefit "We the people" activist Judges would shoot it down by saying the tried and true "I find that to be unconstitutional" and out it goes. There should be a damn program called "Constitution Check" like a Spell check that makes sure that you don't waste so darn much time and money writing stupid laws that are simply going to be erased by a single judge no mater how many people vote for the law a single judge can with the stroke of a pen wipe it away. What ever happened to the "Will of the people"? Just one Judge can come along and "Interpret" the constitution his way and make that call and totally disregard the People. And he is not even elected. There is NO recourse for "We the People". That is sort of like the "artists concept" disclaimer.

So if I sound a bit disillusioned I am, Very. I think that is what they want, to make it so complicated and disheartening that no one will give a rats ass and they can continue to rape and pillage "We the people".

This year is a watershed year for elections. On one hand we are saddled with a doddering senile old dictator who is well known to be corrupt but is protected by a "cabal" a cadre of powerful, influential intractable, greed driven, warmongering, cant say no to any crazy idea that pops its head up from the cesspool of society that is America today. His closest adviser is his son. A former crack smoking drug-addicted weirdo.

    25th Amendment.

    Here's a joke...  If there are six lines of equal length, how high will Hunter be after he returns from the bathroom? 

This doddering old dictator excuse me doddering old pants shitting dictator. Shitting his pants at the Vatican. Are you SHITTING me? Pun absolutely intended. It boggles the mind as to who among us can keep making excuse after excuse for these failings in a WORLD leader.  His total and absolute lack of ability to string together a sentence during a press conference, an interview or a debate gives me pause to wonder just how badly he is representing AMERICA, arguably the most powerful nation on the planet, behind closed doors. It also begs the question, who is propping up his decisions? Who is making "his" decisions? Who is making the decisions that are behind his press conferences? Who are the puppet masters? And, finally, it begs the question when he does appear  to be sentient, lucid, awake, aware of his surroundings, sensible, well considered, ALL the things a World Leader should exhibit, during the occasional spasm of lucidity, just how much of the Adrenaline, Epinephrine, Nor-epinephrine, Meth Amphetamine, Adderall and Ritalin cocktail do his handlers have to dose him with? His blood "cocktail" percentage must be about 50/50. and this likely explains why he has to be forcibly led off stage when after his surge of lucidity brought about by this "cocktail" wares off and his mind crashes. It causes me to wonder who's cocaine was found in the White House. And how was that incident made to disappear so quickly and completely? If that was ANY other president the TRUTH would have been found out. and exposed. Even if only to hang the guilt on some junior staffer, who's drug addled past/present would be ficitfied and fabricated so deeply and completely and convincingly that even the staffer would believe in his guilt. (Read; 1984 Rat in a face cage scenario)  It is WAY to coincidental that Hunter, an known addict and wandering the halls of the White House was not Heavily investigated. Blood samples taken, blood toxicity panels performed and those results made public.

It boggles my mind just how much power the Obamas and the Clinton's still hold in the oval office. I recently heard that Hillary talks on the phone to the white House DAILY.

What was the phrase made famous by "Deep Throat" in the now long forgotten Woodward and Bernstein's outing of President Nixon. "Follow the Money". Where ever there is money there is power and where there is power there is corruption.

Words of Wisdom

    This is an essay written by the much esteemed Paul Harvey many years ago. See if you don't recognize any of this in today's society. You likely don't of Mr. Paul Harvey except that maybe your grand/great grand parents have mentioned him to you. The link will play a YouTube audible file of Mr. Paul Harvey reading this essay.

 

"If I were the Devil": A Warning to America From Paul Harvey.

 

“If I were the devil … If I were the Prince of Darkness, I’d want to engulf the whole world in darkness. And I’d have a third of its real estate, and four-fifths of its population, but I wouldn’t be happy until I had seized the ripest apple on the tree — Thee. So I’d set about however necessary to take over the United States. I’d subvert the churches first — I’d begin with a campaign of whispers. With the wisdom of a serpent, I would whisper to you as I whispered to Eve: ‘Do as you please.

To the young, I would whisper that ‘The Bible is a myth.’ I would convince them that man created God instead of the other way around. I would confide that what’s bad is good, and what’s good is ‘square.’ And the old, I would teach to pray, after me, ‘Our Father, which art in Washington…

And then I’d get organized. I’d educate authors in how to make lurid literature exciting, so that anything else would appear dull and uninteresting. I’d threaten TV with dirtier movies and vice versa. I’d pedal narcotics to whom I could. I’d sell alcohol to ladies and gentlemen of distinction. I’d tranquilize the rest with pills.

If I were the devil I’d soon have families at war with themselves, churches at war with themselves, and nations at war with themselves; until each in its turn was consumed. And with promises of higher ratings I’d have mesmerizing media fanning the flames. If I were the devil I would encourage schools to refine young intellects, but neglect to discipline emotions — just let those run wild, until before you knew it, you’d have to have drug sniffing dogs and metal detectors at every schoolhouse door.

Within a decade I’d have prisons overflowing, I’d have judges promoting pornography — soon I could evict God from the courthouse, then from the schoolhouse, and then from the houses of Congress. And in His own churches I would substitute psychology for religion, and deify science. I would lure priests and pastors into misusing boys and girls, and church money. If I were the devil I’d make the symbols of Easter an egg and the symbol of Christmas a bottle.

If I were the devil I’d take from those who have, and give to those who want until I had killed the incentive of the ambitious.

And what do you bet I could get whole states to promote gambling as the way to get rich? I would caution against extremes and hard work in Patriotism, in moral conduct. I would convince the young that marriage is old-fashioned, that swinging is more fun, that what you see on the TV is the way to be. And thus, I could undress you in public, and I could lure you into bed with diseases for which there is no cure. In other words, if I were the devil I’d just keep right on doing what he’s doing.”

Paul Harvey, good day.

 

Prayers Answered?

    I haven't been very posty lately. I tend to shut down when I shut down. By shut down I mean be depressed and I stop communicating with others and by extension blogging.

    My depression has been an extension of a long "bitter" fight with my sweety about our sex life. Towards the end I was going crazy. I had answered a craigslisting sexvert. I didn't follow through thankfully. I sought out the help of several professional Dr. types. I was looking for some relief for the burring desire for sexual... something release, healing, communication, some, all who knows. I was desperate. I tried to get a shot of Depo Provera. Chemical castration said to dramatically suppress the male sex drive. They use Depo in penitentiaries on recidivist sex offenders. Apparently living in a small town with few options that is impossible. Then it happened. I cant say what the "It" is but it happened. I am no longer even remotely interested in sex with my sweety or any woman for that mater. Now I find the idea of sex to be a some what revolting idea. Its been near two months since last I even saw sweety naked and I couldn't be better with it. I love her and love being with her but the idea of sex is just frightening and very off putting. When I think of sex I feel ugly and small. I don't know even what to make of this development. We shall see. On one level it is the answer to a prayer and on the other I feel that I have lost a large portion of who I am. I feel like some one has surgically reached into my brain and excised that portion of my brain. I don't feel like a "Man" any more. But that feeling is welcome compared to the fire in my brain from before.

have you ever...

    have you ever felt so small , so insignificant so ugly that you very much wanted to die except for that darn pesky self preservation reflex... That you wonder about God himself and beginning to rethink that whole infallibility thing.

snapped

    Today I snapped. I issue this phrase a lot… Don't burn down the present in your pursuit to build the future… but today it is done… not to say that it can't be undone but it is done for the person.

    What is the rule/ social regulation regarding monogamy?

    I love My Sweety and I am committed to my Sweety… I really am. I have so very much overhauled myself to fit hers… and… well the square peg is working its way back loose from the round hole because there is no accommodation at all in the round hole of her life for this square peg. There is simply put no room in her life for me.

    What is the rule about a couple that is committed to each other but due to some outside reason they don't have sex? The person for whom sex is impossible, is it their responsibility to see that their partner is afforded something of their needs sexually if not from within the couple then from without?

    What is the morality line here? If the person has some paraplegia that prevents them from engaging in sex with their partner; is it reasonable that the person without the condition to have to go without? Is it just horrible for the person without the condition to seek the sexual comforts of another if their primary love is incapacitated? What about the situation where one chooses to be unavailable, such as the case of being in a relationship with a workaholic. Is it reasonable for the workaholic to condemn their partner to a live deprived of sexual outlet?

    I understand that "it is not possible to change others… only yourself" or words to that effect. Isn't it incumbent on you if you enter into a relationship with another to make changes in yourself for your partner? I don't mean to say a total over haul or anything unreasonable… I do suppose that does leave the door open to the idea of interpretation of what is reasonable or not.

    My brain is so on fire just now I am so enraged and frustrated by this situation. I can scarcely speak/type.

    I feel so emasculated, so much like a child, so much like a small annoying pet or piece of furniture.

    I really wonder where she keeps my balls. Someday soon I will find then and…

so yeah...

Its been a very long time since I have had any thing that I thought was worth saying/reading.
The happy times are few and far between.
Some months ago I got my head slapped back to reality regarding my porn issues.
I have been better about that. That is primarily why I have been off line. Other reasons are that recently my personal live has ebbed very low in relational happiness. My work life has been no source of inspiration. Every project that I find my self involved in turns out to be an unmitigated disaster. I fear being fired so deeply having been unemployed for so long.

I know this sounds like an "Oh woe is me" bit of detritus and it really is I suppose. I dont have any where else to say these things so 'here' it is.

Holly Smokes

    Last night I was at my second job and the short of it is that Mr. loop Rope Showed up.

    I could not look at him with out thinking about all the things I wrote about in my posts about Loop Rope...

    I had a big smile on my face the whole time.

    Oh and as long as its my sex addled mind here... there is a commercial playing for a Plasma center here locally... Listen up all you meth heads and dope smokers 300 bucks in your pocket by the end of the week. The commercial is spoken by a guy the whole time but when they give out the phone number its a woman with a sexy voice and I swear she is blurring the line between six and sex purposefully