Race Relations - Music

     I was consuming some reaction type videos today. A reaction to the Song/Video "Black Betty". I believe that this song wouldn't have made it out of the studio and onto Vinyl or into the digital ether today because of the Obvious Racial implications. This a Great song. This song gets pulled out and dusted off when ever there is an action sequence in a movie where things go Right off the Rails. "The Losers" is just one such movie. [This is a clip where someone dusted "Black Betty' off to show some crazy shit happening] 

    "The Losers" is a great movie bye the bye, I recommend checking it out. When I say Great I don't mean in the Osky [Osky being my way of indicating my lack of respect for the oscar award.] Award Winning style, I mean Fully Unhinged Fun Action type of Great. Just like "Dead Pool" is a Great Movie. The actors in any of the "Dead Pool" movies will never be awarded an Osky for their work in any of the DP movies. But to my way of thinking that means that "Dead Pool" is All the Better For it. "Dead Pool" is clearly not and Clearly and Happily Not hamstrung by all the Bureaucratic Bull Shit that typifies Holly Woke movies today. See the calamitous Bull Shit that is the Disney's and their 'Star' Ratchet Zeitgeist attempt to KILL Snow White. [I call her Ratchet Zeitgeist be cause if there was every anyone who was ever FURTHER from any understanding of society it is Ratchet Zeitgeist]. To be sure there is SO much more bad press to be seen that there is good. Maybe this will prove to be THEE exception to the phrase "There is no such thing as Bad Press.

    [UPDATE: Now it seems that we have a contender for the Actor Most likely to Kill a Movie position currently held by Ratchet Zeitgeist. Perhaps they have paid Anthony Mackie to say these things to take the heat off of the impending release of the not so Snow White movie. But Fuck Me, this is, what is the phrase "Over the Pail". But comparing this to over the pail is like equating the Flooding of the Mississippi River to Jack and Jill's pail. Back when the Mississippi wasn't running dry.]

                                   I hope it but I doubt it.

    Ok so the Oskys used to be an award show that people watched so that they could stand around the 'water cooler' the next day and feel informed and also to root for their favorite. NOW the Osky's is just a bunch of rich beyond the dreams of Avarice pricks preaching AT us the less fortunates about how the world Should be run according to their way of thinking. I don't know when the first actor took on the mantle of political activist. The first that I recall this happening was when Marlon Brando had a [NON-indian] woman collect his Osky as some sort of protest.

    But I digress. Again the song "Black Betty" could never even be imagined in today's world. But it did get me to consider the idea that idea that was proposed by this "South Park" episode where all of the kids are replaced by Cathleen Kennedy's pandering nonsense.

    What would happen if this song was titled "White Betty". Perhaps titled after Mrs. Betty White. I still think that "White Betty" wouldn't fly either primarily because Mrs. Betty White while very very funny was one "Wild and Crazy" Gal. Very politically incorrect back in her day. And she had such a squeaky clean character back on the Merry Tyler Moore show. But was it that squeaky clean? Was it really?. Most Funny people are not very politically correct. Tim Allen Denis Miller Jeff Foxworthy... This list, the list of the Blacklisted Black Balled goes on and on and on and on and on...

My stuff - Mother' Art

    My mothers art. 

    Now that I have discovered how to put picture files onto these pages I will try to put them here.

    My Mother was a prodigious artist. There was NO medium of art that she set her hand to that she did not Excel. My first memories of her art were of her oil painting. She did a very large portrait of my father in his Marine Corp Drill Instructor uniform and Campaign Cover. He looked every bit as Hard as A marine Corps Drill instructor should. Very Stern. Then when epoxy came commercially available the dabbled in that. She always kept her hand in clay work. One of the very first clay works was a sort of imaginative work. She called it an "Elf's House". She always seemed to be right on the forefront of what was artistic. When Alexander Calder was making Mobiles and Stabiles in the early '60's she was making great and glorious creations that could have hung in any art gallery anywhere in the world. One of her biggest and most glorious creations she gave to her friend because we were moving and this particular piece was not going to survive a move. I imagine that she simply gave away the rest over time. She was an amazing sculptress. She did sculptures of me throughout my life. When a friend of hers took an interest in her sculptures of me she started doing sculptures of all the neighborhoods kids. She did her friends kids for free the rest she began charging for her work. She charged the paltry sum of $100.00 for a life size full bust of the neighborhood kids. I could fill a full page describing her work. 

    She held an estate sale because she was moving from her large home to a one bedroom apartment. She told me of this impending sale and subsequent move. But for what ever damn stupid reason I did not take her seriously enough. Before I could arrive to collect those things that I might have wanted of hers the sale was well under way. I 'chose' to push it out of my thoughts much like you might push back getting a book report done until the very last minute. I was very prone to doing this very thing in school. I did one book report on the book "To Kill a Mockingbird". I really regretted having pushed that back. When I finally did read it I very much enjoyed the read and wished that I had more time to write a better report for that book.

This is an example of a Calder Stabile  This link is to some Calder Mobiles

    I don't have any of my mothers mobiles so I cant put up any pictures of those. They exist only in my mind now. 

Society - Feminisim

    Feminism

    These are my views on the most recent "Wave" of Feminism, what ever wave we are dealing with now. Fourth, Fifth, Sixth, what ever incarnation. And this wave is a Fuckin' Tsunami. And its not going to abate any time soon, I don't think.

    As I understand it Feminism started with the Industrial Revolution. Prior to this time there was a clear distinction between women's work and men's work. This nation was principally an Agrarian society. Except for the New England States. Men worked the farm fields and women cooked and cleaned and rose the children, Principally. Women's work was equal to the men's work in productivity benefit to the family. Women would spin thread and weave that thread into cloth and would cut and sew that cloth into clothing. and they were charged with cleaning and maintenance of that clothing. Which is where the stereotypes of watching underwear and darning socks came from. No easy thing to be sure. I point this out because when the industrial revolution came in factories in the cities would would spin thread and weave cloth and cut and sew that cloth into clothes. Suddenly and for all intents and purposes that took a woman's productivity and contribution to the family and turned that 'work' family contribution into a cost to the family. This is why women were often found smashing up industrial factory looms. This Sudden Industrialization of many hand work specialties was a systemic shock for society. It reduced or eliminated the need for skilled crafts people across a wide spectrum of skilled laborers work. Reducing pay and introducing very dangerous working conditions for everybody concerned, men, women and children. Grease Monkey.

    This was the apparently a forgotten fact from women's history This is apparently the first of the cumulative shocks to the Generational Memory of Women. It seems that the women of today are dealing with generations of Generational memory of oppression. It seems to be a close relative of the Generational Memory of Slavery that is so deeply in bedded in Black Culture. In bedded so deeply that a Ms. Jasmin Crockett will burn down and waste SO much time in a House-over-site Committee banging on yet again and again and again about Oppression and Slavery. Slavery that no Black person in America today has dealt with personally. Not her nor her parents is now nor has ever been a "SLAVE". Stories of Grand parents or by now Great Grand Parents. Survivors of the Holocaust share a similar Generational Memory 'condition'. These are is a Glaring examples of generational Memory.  

    Another part of the industrial Revolution that was a Boon for Women was the bicycle. This was an affordable form of transportation for women, and it let them leave the house and go into town. It was the beginning of trousers or slacks for women. Another of the bicycles benefits to 'the world' was that it brought improved roads to the landscape.

    I imagine that the women of the time were feeling both blessed by the industrial revolution and simultaneously cursed by it. The had the 'increased' freedom that a bicycle brought and the gaining mobilization of larger and larger groups of 'like minded' women. The began flexing their muscle in a number of ways. The Prohibition of booze was largely championed by pious woman. Women flexed their muscle as the Suffragettes. They fought and won the fight for the right to vote. This I believe was the beginning of the fight for "Equality". But the Suffrage movement from 1920's gathered a great deal of steam and as is apt to happen the issue of equality took on strange and in my opinion twisted dimensions. Just like the Legacy media of today has morphed into a Mouthpiece for what ever political agenda the owners of the media outlet deem worth while. CNN ushered in the 24 hour news cycle. And in order to be first often time facts were skimmed over and later found to be erroneous. But the speed at which the 'NEWS' was being Churned out there was no place for a retraction, and even if the retraction was published the 'Damage' had been done. The first of the story was the first impression and as we all kn ow 'First Impressions' are the lasting impressions. And Most importantly if there was 'No NEWS' that day they hired 'journalists' to create the NEWS often time out of thin air or even more often out of their ass.

     I said all that to say this, The Women's Liberation movement is hiring individuals to 'create' offenses against women that 'Need' to be addressed and 'Fixed'. But all too often these individuals are pulling these  issues and offenses out of thin air or again out of their asses. Clearly there are some issues that needed and do still need to be addressed. Sexual Harassment at work is clearly an issue. But there are women who's job it is to 'Find or Make Trouble' and in the most vitriolic manner possible get it into the "News' cycle. But women have harangued on about it to the point where men in industry are hesitant to hire women deeming them to be too problematic and are reluctant to work with women on a one one basis.

    Billy Graham had a rule about traveling alone. NEVER EVER Do it Not EVER AT ALL! If it weren't so horrible I would think that the muslim have it right by wrapping up their women in black KKK outfits.

    I said all that to say that women have seemingly 'Over Revved' the Woman's Equality Machine. The Me Too movement, while important, has had what is commonly referred to as Unintended Consequences.

    If you swing the Pendulum far enough and hard enough to make an immediate difference the pendulum will swing way past the intended target and the intended result. The Me Too is a prime and probably the most glaring example of this. We can blame Harvey Weinstein for this. Now a days it takers nothing to offend those who are actively "Looking" to be offended. Many women have consumed the "Cool Aide" and are VERY WARY. And there are clearly people in the world and the workplace looking to be offended. Then there is a Gigantic HR Nightmare to unravel. And more and more men's lives and livelihood's are being destroyed by hyper offendable women in the workplace. These have a point to make and they don't care who they get "canceled" doing it. And the unfortunate reality Men are coming out the losers in this "Game". It is some what of a meme joke but but there are more women who are home owners now than there men homeowners because of a phenomenon called divorce. This is in my opinion a by-product of the atmospherically high divorce rate.

    The bottom line is that Society is unraveling before our very eyes. What used to be Playfully called "The Battle of the Sexes" has spiraled WAY out of control and morphed into all out Global Thermo Nuclear WAR. And I think we can ALL Agree that NO ONE Wins in that game.

My stuff - Random Thoughts

    I saw something today that made me curious. A long time ago the mullet Hair style was 'Popular', maybe. I recall hearing about it quite a little bit anyway. Business in front party in the back, if I recall how that went. I saw a kid sporting this hair style today. Of course it was outside a Walmart and of course I live in a semi-rural-rednecky kind of place. Don't get me wrong about the redneck comment. I wish I was tough enough enough to be a redneck. The redneck is a Tough breed to be sure. They generally don't give a shit about too much. Stay out of their business and they will stay out of yours. That is what I like ab out Rednecks. They will very politely leave you along. I have long said and do believe this about my  neighborhood. There are plenty of Gun-Toting Rednecks between me and whatever Bullshit liberal Radical bidenonomic woke Hive mind blue-haired assholes that may be coming down my street. I an currently saving up so that I can become a Gun-Toting Wannabe Redneck.

    Anyway so having seen this kid with the mullet hair style made me wonder about us old farts who may have had a mullet 40 years ago. Probably no longer Business in front party in the back... 

 

        more like stealth in front and party in the back.

Society - Disney

     Disney has for some months now been tap-dancing, shuckin' and jivin' and spinnin' like a whirling dervish around the little shit that is zegler. I call her a little shit because she has single-handedly... Well I cant say that. She did have LOTS of help from the DEI Message Master Fuckers at disney. But she did go out loud and proud against one of the worlds most beloved stories. I used to think that sleepy/sniffy/pervy  was the quicker-fucker-upper. Move over sleepy you have serious competition. The Story of Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs. I know that by now everybody on the internet has seen at least some bit of screwed-up nonsense that she has spewed like verbal vomit into anybody's ear that will have it. I have been watching with some interest because I have for some time believed that the movie industry is headed for, I don't know, The End. disney is arguably one of the largest or by now was the largest studios. But now they are absolutely having to eat some serious crow shit. zegler just cant seem to keep her woke yap shut. If she isn't bashing what should have been a great springboard to stardom that is the Snow White movie she has turned her little Left Woke Hive mind virus infected brain or what should pass for a brain at least that's what an Xray might show on all those who voted for Mr. President elect Donald J Trump. And the last I heard that was over half of the population of the country. Something about her hoping that we never have peace and gave Mr. Trump the High Hard One in her closing remarks in a breathtakingly ill conceived X tweet or what ever they are now. All manner of the most ridiculously strung together stream-of-conscientiousness drivel. Stuff about a daughter that she has yet to become pregnant with insinuating that she zegler sr. will such a shit parent that she will not have educated zegler jr. on the many methods available to keep from becoming pregnant in the first place somehow implying that her little slut of a yet to be born daughter will some how be born pregnant and be forced to carry this baby to term against her will. I really didn't understand that string of shit...

    Now an upstart from the NEW media has actually made a Snow White movie that people can go see with the anticipation of seeing a Good movie. Staring the New media's Darling Ms. Brett Cooper in a roll that she is happy to be in and happy with the ORIGINAL story, just like everybody else. Jeremy Boring and the Daily Wire are putting this together. I have seen some of a trailer and Ms. Brett Cooper really looks the part. Really! And as it happens Ms. Brett Cooper has some actual real acting experience. That was until the all of the parts she was being offered all came with the nudity clause. That is when she stepped off that carousel of soul-sucking-soul-death.

    But I digress. 

    The principal reason that I am writing this little shorty diatribe is that while zegler has been running around ACTIVELY and Purposefully torpedoing disney's Snow White Project Costing Metric Shit Tons Of Money and stock market valuation she still has yet to be fired. Fired for so completely alienating the movie's would have been audience, forcing several re-dos of major portions of the movie I guess I cant hold her responsible for the seven "Magical Creatures" debacle  But her "Weird, Weird, Weird comment on the red carpet and creepy stalker reference downing the movie at every turn at every opportunity and the list of Weirdness just keeps spewing forth from her mouth like she thinks she is well, somebody/anybody that people would choose to listen to about anything ever. She went on what ever social media that will still have her anymore and posted that she believes that Israel should forgive and forget about October 7th. Free palistine. I did particularly love that little self inflicted knife wound. Playing to the mob to be sure. Her new and only job aside from bashing more than half of the nation and everybody that is "harassing" her.  

    But more Digression

    Now I am finally seeing other people question disney's management skill. I have been wondering about this for a while now, well ever since zegler first started fucking up

    How is it possible that Ms.Gina Carano can get fired for some marginally controversial social media posts about masks and election voter fraud and I don't know what else. NONE of any of that got even remotely close to costing Disney as much as just one appearance of zegler on one red carpet event. But what ever she said must have been  pretty inflammatory. What ever she said would have to have been So Outrageous to get her singled out and so publicly fired from a show that she was Rocking. Maybe she presaged Mr. Elon Musk's like about telling boob eiger to go fuck himself. I somehow don't think that is the woman that is Ms. Gina Carono. She seems to have been raised better than that and is possessed of much more class and sophistication than zegler It seems that Ms. Gina Carano was apparently was born for that part. She has the good acting abilities, the raw physicality and good looks. But Disney in their infinite and sage wisdom... I say that having never seen a single frame of the show. But by all accounts... 

    I hope that zegler's movie making career is DEAD. Hopelessly irretrievably, unmistakably, irrevocably and all the other ly's DEAD! I saw a YouTube video about hollywoke types that died this year. There was one actress that was found dead in a field. She was homeless.

    How Oh How will Disney spin this? Certainly they are aware that Mr. Elon Musk is bankrolling Ms. Gina Corano's wrongful termination law-suit. Certainly Disney has seen the total contempt that Mr. Elon Musk has for boob eiger. By now boob eiger has seen Mr. Elon Musk telling boob eiger to go fuck himself live on stage and on camera and calling him out by name. Clearly making a point of it. It pretty much doesn't get any clearer than that.

    And now Mr Ryan Reynolds is floating the idea of buying Marvel from disney. We all know what happened the last time Mr. Ryan Reynolds floated an idea. It turned into a Monster Three Movie Franchise. Editorially though, I believe that Deadpool the first was with out a doubt was the best and as disney-marvle got the grubby message pushing fingers involve the whole thing slowly slid off the rails. I really wanted Deadpool Wolverine to be amazing. I was even sufficiently motivated to go see it in an actual theater for the first time in many years. I was let down. In a most colossal way. I think that boob eiger should hire a body guard. I don't know what the United health Care CEO did to get himself shot. I somehow doubt that it was as expensive to that company as the team of eiger/zegler has been to disney and the movie making industry at large. 

    I wonder if boob eiger still gets invitations to hollywoke parties. I wonder if there any parties happening in hollywoke just now. I doubt barak obama's shill clooney isn't having any nor do I imagine he is being invited to any.

My stuff - I have a cold

    I have a cold.

    Its been about three years since I have been even a little sick. On the hole I am a pretty healthy person. I have the typical .177 caliber morning sinus salvo. In general when I get a cold it starts in my throat. A sore throat for a couple days and if it progresses past that it becomes a head cold. Generally dies off in about 5 days. If it makes it past that it slowly slides back down my throat into my lungs. If it gets that far it generally hangs in for a couple weeks. And when it gets this far it generally involves my lungs, coughing up all manner of chunky and creamy lung butter, sweaty coughing fits that last several minutes. With all of that coughing comes a second round of sore throat business and with all of that coughing and sore throat comes lots of sinus involvement as well. The whole package. Like I mentioned before I am prone to the morning .177 caliber morning sinus salvos. But when everything is involved well the caliber of morning sinus salvo ratchets up a bit, typically into the .223 caliber range with the occasional .30-06 round. This morning I was treated to a genuine .50 caliber BMG round. It nearly blew the nose cloth out of my hands. In times like this nose paper just doesn't stand up to that kind of fire-power. It's sort of shooting Pumpkins with a 12 gauge shot gun at close range. I was truly astounded. It felt like a depleted uranium round. And with all of the nose blowing comes dried out sinuses and nose bleeds and bloody goop slimming down the back of my tongue and into my throat.

 

    Yippy!

My stuff - I suck

     This will be a page dedicated to the many ways I suck.

        It will be revisited on a fairly regular basis to correct spelling, grammar, word choice and to correct the events that I recall better with yet more hind-site.

   

    How I suck. I shall attempt to count the ways.

 

I will now attempt to classify my suckage into different categories.

  

    This first section will be dedicated to the suckage that I perpetrated upon my girlfriend/fiance/wife/ex-wife.

    Dawn/wife (High school). I don’t believe that I was ever “in love” with her. I married her because I believed it was the “gentlemanly” thing to do, since we were having quite a bit of sex. And again, I thought it was the proper and morally obligatory, thing to do. I did several things that I thought were fun, but they scared Dawn very much. I thought I was the next Mario Andretti, so I drove fast and recklessly which scared Dawn quite a bit. Later we got into some kinky stuff. By kinky stuff I mean wife swapping, sex toys store bought made by me, and some BDSM.

    I married her for the sex as an “experiment” so to speak, since I had NO idea about living on my own was about. I had never lived alone or with a partner, so things went off the rails pretty frequently. I feel now that I was abusive to her in a great many subtle ways. Subtle, but abusive ways and some not so subtle. Mostly verbal. I never stuck her but I did twist her wrists even though I knew that it was painful to her. I don’t recall why. As stated above, I suck.

 

     Wow this was clearly a stream of consciousness rant. This will take a while to unravel and categorize. You WILL notice the very Re-current theme of sex based suckage.

 

    During this time, I was making sex-toys, a great variety of them so much so that I found myself a full decade ahead modern sex toys makers. Also, during this time, I met Both Andrea and Terria. They were both very smart and attractive and very active members of the kinky “online clubs”. This was the time of the 2400 Baud rate modems with all the squeally squeal logging in, logging on I don t recall which was the vernacular at the time noise. Dawn and I found ourselves caught up in these clubs. Principally because I lead us into these clubs where I met Andrea and Terria. I was smitten with these two women initially because of their breast size. The fact that they were both brilliant and well educated and every other thing you could want in a woman was an added attraction.

    After my divorce from my wife Lynn and I met Terria and I met Andrea and I met several other wonderful women that I did form good friendships with. Terria was VERY Seriously into “Master Slave” Kink. I tried several things to ramp up my knowledge on the Master/Slave style of sex with. I went to see the local Expert in BDSM, she was quite likely the foremost educator in the entire western part of the Nation. But I was a failure, and Terria went our separate ways. At this time, I Learned that I am a submissive personality.

    Andrea and I started regularly having lunch together.

    Also, at this time I met Lynn and eventually I moved in with her and We got along quite well. For about a year and a half.

    After that year and a half, I met Pam and broke of contact with Lynn. I moved into a shared home situation. If you have watched the Taylor Tomlinson Special, you might have seen me almost exactly. The part where a man can just be happy that a woman can make him have real feelings. I was talking to all the guys in the shop about her. I had to go to the Chiropractor the one day to straighten my spine from kissing her for nearly 7 hours in the parking lot after watching a movie.

    While I was still in the shared rental situation, I was still having lunch with Andrea and this did not set well with Pam, not even a little. But because I am unfeeling reprobate I continued.

    After a year or so was about this time I moved in with Pam. This is the time that I made a break with Lynn because Pam wanted Nothing to do with kinky stuff at all. I tried for about a year to not be kinky for Pam. She bought me several books about how kink and pornography were addictive and bad for the soul. At the end of a year Pam wanted to move to Texas I believe this was a plan, in Pam’s mind to cut of communication between Andrea and myself. Ultimately it eventually did work. We kept in contact by snail mail but that was eventually figured out by Pam. We lived in Texas for about 7 years. Not much kinky stuff. I continued to make sex-toys. Pam was very against my making sex-toys. At some point in Texas regarding sex I asked If Pam thought sex was or could or should be fun, her answer was an emphatic NO! I was so very shocked and amazingly disappointed that the answer was such a strong NO. After that our sex life came to a screeching halt. I suppose that somewhere in my mind I took that a challenge to show her the possible fun that could be had in a sexual context. I learned that this was a futile attempt. That did NOTHING for my self-confidence and self-worth. See below for more self-battering to come.

    We then moved to Oregon. Where I failed at virtually everything, work most notably. I can’t tell you how this how this distressed me. In my previous jobs I was a Rock Star. It was an attack on everything I was. At some point during the first year living in Oregon Pam and I had a falling out. I moved out. Which was precipitated by a statement by Pam that our problems would not be an issue much longer. All of these things destroyed my faith in myself. I used to think I could make anything. But consistent layoffs and a finally a firing took all that away from me and started a death spiral of self of doubt and thoughts of suicide. Then we moved back in together. During this period Pam’s friend Judy “had” to move in with us and put even more stress on my self-doubt. This afforded me NO opportunity to grieve for the one person in my life that I loved most in my life, my mother. Pam kept me to busy taking care of Judy’s and then Retta’s needs which made me furious, but I buried those feelings deep down. Pam and my intimacy was killed because there too many people living in the house who might hear or barge in, which Judy was famous for. Then at some time during that period of time Pam moved in yet another friend of hers to the house, Retta. Which infuriated me infuriated me and drove yet another nail into the failing relationship. This REALLY did a number on my already shredded self-doubt and psyche.

    All this time Andrea remained a good and helpful friend. Which ultimately led to the breakdown of Pam and my intimate relationship. I finally got Pam to go to couple’s/Sex therapy. That failed MISERABLY. The Counselor asked one question and Pam got up angrily and stormed out. That was in fact the end of our loving/intimate relationship. At some point during a winter situation Pam slipped and fell down some stairs. This fall severely injured her back, I tried to get her to go to a hospital but would not go. I could not initiate an intimate situation because Pam’s back was messed up by a slip and fall on the stairs of her apartment during our separation. Pam also developed an abscessed tooth. At some time later on Pam developed some sort of heart thing that ultimately led to her death.

    Now this the time where I am supposed to list my childhood traumas that explain my reactions to my poor behavior. I can’t think of any specific traumas that directly to the traumas that relate to Pam directly and my other failing relationships.

    In fourth grade my father bought and planted a silver eucalyptus tree in the side yard. We saw an opportunity “for whatever reason” to run around the tree. Apparently, the tree got damaged during the play. My father rather forcedly asked me about the damage to the tree. I truly did not about the injury to the tree. When I continued to “not” know he wrapped his hand around my neck and lifted me to his eye level and asked one more time about the tree. When still could not give him the answer he was looking for he put me down and sent me to my room.

    On a less traumatic situation he wanted me to sweep the garage. He gave a “push” broom. When he came out to check on progress, I was apparently using the broom incorrectly and was quite disappointed and lectured with great force on how to use the broom.

    On another occasion I was tasked to flatten some cardboard boxes. Apparently didn’t know the proper way to flatten boxes. I got a significant lecture about the proper method of flatten boxes. I remember getting MANY Lectures during this time. My friends and I would discuss what punishment we received after whatever situation called for a punishment. Was it a spanking a Stern lecture, a simple Lecture or some sort of grounding?

    I recall living in Tennessee (Third Grade) I got a significant SPANKING for not doing my homework resulting in a poor grade. In fairness I had been lying to my mother about my grade and homework.

    I recall having missed my exit on a school bus and having to wait for my mother to come pick me up. For what that’s worth.

    I did have significant extensive oral surgery on my mouth.

    I did fall out of a TREE and REALLY fucked myself self-up. Four weeks in the hospital.

    All the traumas associated with Pam’s passing, Judy, Retta

    I have either managed to forget my traumas or I just don’t have that many. (It looks like I have a GREAT deal of shame surrounding sex)

    I was caught masturbating once by my mother. Can’t recall my age, middle school.

    I was caught playing naked with a girl from across the street, about three or four years old. I was made to feel very ashamed.

    This is the time I learned to be manipulative. We, my parents and I lived in Missouri. We lived in a very large house with many rooms. Most of the rooms were rented out to college students. One night my parents were down the street playing Bridge. I was home with college students which was great, until we were horsing around, and I got my head bonked my head on a corner of a coffee table and it was the first time that I bled from my head. I should have just “walked it off” and continued playing. But I made a Big Bawling Fucking deal out of it, and I actually remember being aware of this at THAT time that I was manipulating the students to get my parents to come home. I still am aware of this manipulative tricks. I am ashamed that do things manipulatively to get what I want.

    In the fourth grade a male friend from next door initiated some “sex-play”, where in we would exchange blowjobs. Somehow my mother’s “Spidey senses were tingling” and she came out to the pool where she found us in middle of the play… Again, made to feel very ashamed.

    The friends in the street court would frequently have sleep overs. Typically, at or about midnight we would get up from our sleeping bags and run around naked in the back yard. One of the Court Friends initiated some anal sex play. Afterwards I was ashamed.

    (I can’t recall my age when was living in Alaska. Middle school age whatever that is)

    When I was living in Alaska a Boy Scout friend named James Bond (no shit that is his name) [Update I have recalled his name to be Garry Bond not James as previously stated.] initiated some anal sex play. He penetrated me and that hurt very much bad. No lube… I was very ashamed about this.

    Also, in Alaska I learned about masturbation. I went crazy with these new feelings…

    Also, in Alaska I initiated some masturbatory sex play with one of my friends from Boy Scouts. I was very ashamed about this.

    At some point in Alaska, I was introduced to picture porn. Some very pornographic. At least that’s how I remember it. It might have been very pornographic or simple Playboy pictures. I had never seen a naked woman before so who knows.

    Recently I have become an emotional eater and it’s killing me. [Update.  have over come this issue by being ridiculously poor.]

 

 

    Paternal suckage. This section will be dedicated to how much I sucked in the eyes of my father.

Woke relations - hollywoke - No longer Politically Incorect

     HO lleeeee Shit

 

    My Oh My How the Tides have turned, The Winds of Change are a' Blowing up a Storm and are a' coming in from an ALL new direction, The Tectonic plates are a' rearrangin' themselves. The Planets are a' lignin up The Stars are a' realignin' themselves...   what's next???

    This is a headline I never expected to see. I also imagine it will disappear pretty soon if the Left Hollywood Elitist Regime has anything what so ever to say or do about it. But as their reach and Power is diminishing faster and faster as the days progress I could be pleasantly surprised.

    I do so hope to see a resurgence of the Hollywood individuals that were Black listed and Shamed and canceled into the shadows and oblivion. The Likes of Tim Allen, Dennis Miller, Gina Carano,  Dean Cain, Kurt Russel, Gary Sinise, Bill Engvall, Jeff Foxworthy, Drew Carey, James Woods and SO MANY Others that have lent their celebrity to the Trump win. Some are unexpected some not.

    I really hope that these and others not listed will see the Light of Freedom Shine again.

    And there are more signs that the Woke  Mind Virus is being attacked by Conservative antibodies. Football American Football Real Football to all you soccer playing people around the world has seen a drop off of the Bullshit Colin Cancer kneeling during the National Anthem to a Trump Dance Fever End Zone celebration. And for the first time the Fuckwits in the NFL are OK with it. Imagine that.

    

    This just keeps getting Better!

Woke Relations - Government - How the Left was Lost (Part 2)

    How the Left was lost   (Part 2)

    The Left has not only abandoned the morals that America has come to stand for but they have abandoned the Ethical values that America should stand for on the world stage.

    This video of a Ms. Tulsi Gabard regarding America's responsibility to the world, not so much as The World Police but as the World Leader in Peace. It is an outstanding interview with Dr. Phil. It is truly revelatory. The answers that she delivers are so well though out, concise and informationally dense. These are the answers that so completely elude Camela Word Salad Harris. Each answer Tulsi Gabard's delivers is a ten course meal of an answer as apposed to the side salad of answers delivered by Camela Word Salad Harris, ever, in any interview even the softball slow pitch lobed questions asked by MSNBC or CNN. It sounds, by listening to her, that Camela wasn't burdened by an over-abundance of schooling nor the oft mentioned unburdened of what has been. Unfortunately for Camela Word Salad Harris it seems that she would rather choose to forget the past. She would do well to heed this oft miss-quoted warning, Those who can not remember the past are condemned to repeat it.

    The Left was prepared to run Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe again even though his Dr. wife that is a joke, staff, anybody and everybody associated with Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe in anyway at all knew that he was in NO position nor condition to hold that office or any other governmental office what so ever. And had been mentally incapacitated for a very long time. John Fetterman, even after a stroke would be better suited to be President of the United States, better suited that Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe and certainly better that Camala Word Salad Harris. Mr. Fetterman has more IQ points rattling around in his actually damaged brain than both Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe and Camela Word Salad Harris combined and raised to the power of 3.

    They the, Left, ran Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe certainly knowing that the televised nationwide debate would unmask his dementia for ALL THE WORLD to see.. I really don't think there enough uppers that could be pumped into him by injection, tablet, or smoke to have kept him sharp enough for that debate. The intern who now probably is in Iranian or North Korean custody who forgot THEE kit. Thee Kit, like the Nuclear Football that should never more than arms reach from Biden. Thee Kit that has the Caffeine, the Adrenaline, the Epinephrine, Nor-epinephrine, the Methamphetamine, Dexamphetmine, Dexedrine, hell all the -phetmines, all the -ines, the  the Methcathinone, the Ritalin, the Adderall, the Poppers, the Cocaine, the Concerta, the Crack, the this , the that, the other, everything that a doddering old fuck needs to stay awake if not sharp for the next podium appearance, without stumbling off stage. Or getting lost on his meandering stumbling shuffle back into the Amazon Rain forest and might just leave him with just enough oomph to bark at an insulant reporter. There are just tooooo many Biden Gaffs starting from day one of his embarrassment of a Presidency to list here, just too Fucking many. They are all horrible and they are all embarrassing. NO OTHER country would keep a head of State in power like Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe. Not ONE. Not even Moldova. Not just to him and he should be embarrassed but embarrassing to every fully conscious or semi-conscious or concussed, or completely drug-addled American.You wouldn't allow him near your TV remote. You wouldn't allow him near your young daughter?!? You wouldn't even take him shopping with you to the Walmart, even with him riding in one of their scooter chairs. I wouldn't even share my Netflix Password with Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe. Sure as FUCK not with my email password!!! But You would vote for him?!? You would grant him access to the Nuclear Fucking Football. Now it seems he really doesn't need that access to get the entire world into a nuclear war. I would say 'He' but he clearly doesn't have the smarts for this.

    Biden's quick- march toward total mental collapse of Dementia or Alzheimer's or Parkinson's or whatever other mentally debilitating decline he is staring straight down the barrel of should have had the congress drawing up articles to exercise the 25th amendment. But, of course, that would have left us with the younger but equally babbling Camela Word Salad Harris. And I cant decide which would be worse. Maybe "Better the Devil you know than the Devil you don't." And WE surely don't know Camela Harris except that she was the "Boarder Czar". And we DO know how that worked out.

    The Left must have been cognizant of the fact that Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe was in no shape for this level of activity mental or physical. If They weren't then They were imbeciles, blind, drooling imbeciles. There can be no misunderstanding of that fact. They whoever they are behind the scenes the puppet masters must have at some level planed how this election cycle would play out. They could not have been caught so completely off guard as the history of this past election cycle might suggest. They must have known that if They could prop Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe up just long enough to get past the primaries They could the prop up Camela Word Salad Harris in his place. That would, of course, have cheated the nation out of the Democratic Primaries. Bust as the election results showed Camela Word Salad Harris under-performed even Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe in Absolutely ever way and every place possible. So They must have been counting on retaining Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe's voter base to carry them through. Then Hillary and Barack could get back to business as usual. That being the touching off of the Third World war, probably a nuclear World War for fun and Profit, don't forget the Profit. Never forget the Profit. This system doesn't have a dripping font or I would have used that.

    It does mystify me a bit why Nancy Pelosi would have helped orchestrate this Bait and switcheroo. Maybe she thought that Camela Word Salad Harris better, or more controllable or possibly less embarrassing maybe more controllable and less embarrassing but she could not have thought that Camela Word Salad Harris would be better.

    I use the, Shadowy Those, because Those are surly the people behind Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe and Camela Word Salad Harris. Hillary and Barack. I saw a YouTube that showed Hillary saying that she spoke to the White House on a daily basis. I cant find that now. I imagine that Hillary/the Left had that removed. I believe that I heard it on Joe Rogan but I cant find that either, so. That would just be Wrong. Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe should have been calling the shots himself not relying on a ten years old administration for input. Ten years of failed power grabbing administrations. President elect Donald J Trump will not be relying on such a dated help desk for his decision making. He is storming out of the gate selecting Cabinet member after Cabinet member. And every one of them is a breath of fresh air and everyone of them is a solid choice. Even his nominee Matt Gaetz had the good sense to step aside given his legal issues so as not to tarnish and distract from the Tidal Wave of Great Cabinet members that will soon be sweeping into office. On the day President Elect Donald J trump takes office in January things are going to start happening, Good things, Important things, Long overdue things.

    Another thing that is amazing about this Donald J Trump re-elections is the long list of celebrities that will be leaving the US. But I firmly believe that in a years time EVERY LAST ONE of these self important Fucks will still be living here in the US. Which is fine because it just means that these people can not be trusted even a little bit regarding anything especially their word. Why then should we swallow anything that they have to say about anything, ever at all. I will never understand American Public is so enamored of these people any of them that they would look to the likes of Miriam Margolyes for advice about the not War in Israel. Does she have some super secret insider Cabal information about what is in the minds of the leaders of Hamas or Hezbollah or Ayatollah Khomeini? I doubt it. I don't why I thought I remembered a quote from Mr. Brad Pitt when asked to opine about some geo-political issue of the day he said that it was stupid to ask his opinion because he was NOT an expert on geo-political issues because he is an actor not a politician. But it seems that I was mistaken. After an exhaustive search I cant find anything about that. Its not like we should be looking to these Left Elitist Actors about anything anyway. But surely anyone who has ever listened to these Elitists ever in the past about anything even remotely of any import outside of their Craft of Acting which is just skillful lying should learn from this and stop listening to them and step outside of the Leftist Elitist Echo Chamber they have so snugly and apparently comfortably slipped up their collective asses.

    There are WAY Smarter people Conservative and LEFT that are explaining way the shellacking of Camela Word Salad Harris and the rest of the Left. 

                                    So there is that.

 

    [Update: Apparently a man going by the name of  Grace Pinson in the Tucson Arizona penal system has sued this same said system. This one prisoner brought dozens of cases before the bench for alleging multiple abuses against him while incarcerated in the Tucson Arizona Penal System. Cases that allege severe mistreatment by the guards and by fellow inmates. A case was settled for $95,000.00 in lieu of dropping the rest cases.

    It seems that another trans-inmate sued and won a his case in the El Reno Oklahoma penal system. The money awarded the inmate was appropriated by the prison system to cover court costs. Which I imagine did not begin to cover the totality of the court costs.

    This begs the question: How should prison systems deal with inmate law suits. Why should inmates law suits be entertained at all? Who will be held responsible for the court costs, the filing costs, the plaintiff's lawyer costs, the prison system lawyer costs blah, blah, blah, if the prisoner's case does not win? Can the state asses a settlement fee against the prisoner to cover the cost of entertaining such a law suit? How would such a assessment be recovered?

    But with all of this money flying around what about any victim that was injured in any way? Shouldn't any victim stand to reap some remuneration for the violence or theft perpetrated against them? Again and again and again victims loose in cases like this. The father of a family is shot but not killed, but is left forever in some sort of incapacitated state, vegetative or to some level paralysis. His income in the family is forfeit forever. Who covers the future lost income to the family? Who covers the medical and psychological costs now left to the family? The state, no, the perpetrator, hell no, who then? Is there some fuck-off insurance policy that people in crime ridden areas can get for just such an occasion? How fucking expensive would that sort of insurance be in a crime ridden area? Could you get such a policy?

    Many insurance companies are pulling out of California for things like fire insurance and other such "Acts of God". Home insurance is no longer profitable enough for many companies. And those that do stay selling home insurance policies in disaster prone areas are able to charge exorbitant premiums especially in areas where fire and flood and earthquake and hurricane disasters are typical if not on the rise.  Thank you climate change. (I am thinking of using the italicized Courier font type as a sarcasm font type. What do you think?  maybe in green?)

    Can an insurance company issue a climate change policy yet? I see that coming down the pike pretty soon with all of the fall out surrounding the LA San Diego fires.  

    This capitulation in Grace Pinson's occurred just days before President Donald J Trump was sworn in to the Office of President. President Donald J Trump as he has promised to end federal accommodations and support for trans individuals. I wonder if President Donald J Trump's actions in stopping the federal accommodations for trans individuals can give the state a point of law allowing the state to sue Grace Pinson on appeal to have this verdict overturned? Could an executive order like this will be sufficient impetus for the State to file an appeal? Could the state get its money back?]

                                     I hope it but I doubt it.

Comedy content you need to consume

     I am listening to a recording of Hal Holbrook doing a stage presentation of some essays written by Mark Twain titled Mark Twain Tonight. Mr Holbrook did take and make some artistic edits to the original writings of Mr. Twain.

    This is a video that should be a "Required" viewing in high school. Required viewing and a required study because the essays portrayed here are STILL bitingly relevant today. Even after the 114 years after his death. Samuel Clemens was an amazing individual. He hung about the Luminaries of the day. Men like Nikola Tesla, Ulysses S. Grant. He tried his had at mining for gold in California. He tried farming and his hand at a law practice but did not do so very well at those and was forced to return to practicing Journalism. Mark Twain. Some of this presentation represent many of my favorite memories. The closest to Mark Twain that we have/had in our lives is a Mr. George Carlin. I seriously recommend listening to both. They both have excellent views, excellent and honest views, and as with being real truth biting views on the major topics of the day then and still relevant to this day and likely for centuries to come.

    Much to my fathers chagrin, the beginning of a long history of feeling this way I am sure, I fell in love with humor, irreverent humor. Mr. George Carlin was my first introduction to this style of comedy. Then as I have recently discovered I had started tuning in to the Dr. Demento radio show just before Weird Al Yankovic made his debut. Holly Crap I just learned that I am the same age as Mr. Weird Al.

Dr. Sheldon's book of A B Zs. Must reading material for parents. This was shared to me by a fabulous 8th grade teacher. She was way ahead of the curve.