I have noticed lately that my bloggy stuff has changed as of late. Where as in months gone by most of my blogs were of a internal personal nature and typically about unhappy sex related stuff. They have now, with the exception of the FFF thing, become more external and less personal.
I wonder if that means that I have turned a corner regarding my issues with sex and addictions and other would be inappropriate things on the internet. I hope so. I feel that this could very well be he case. I know that I don't experience intrusive thoughts about sex during the day. My thoughts are more or less work and living related not sex related. I used to experience very intrusive thoughts about sex and porn all through the day, now not so much.
I have the occasional flare up to be sure, but they don't last very long and are much lower intensities than before.
At once I am happy for that and miss the thoughts as well. I suppose that is sort of akin to how a kidnapping victim might feel after their release.
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I try and embrace my thoughts about sex and porn. I am a fairly sexual person by nature and it took me a long time to really undestand that it could be healthy and enjoyable.
I am glad for you that you feel better about things here. You're a good read for me and enjoyable to experience.
xoxo
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