My stuff - I suck

     This will be a page dedicated to the many ways I suck.

        It will be revisited on a fairly regular basis to correct spelling, grammar, word choice and to correct the events that I recall better with yet more hind-site.

   

    How I suck. I shall attempt to count the ways.

 

I will now attempt to classify my suckage into different categories.

  

    This first section will be dedicated to the suckage that I perpetrated upon my girlfriend/fiance/wife/ex-wife.

    Dawn/wife (High school). I don’t believe that I was ever “in love” with her. I married her because I believed it was the “gentlemanly” thing to do, since we were having quite a bit of sex. And again, I thought it was the proper and morally obligatory, thing to do. I did several things that I thought were fun, but they scared Dawn very much. I thought I was the next Mario Andretti, so I drove fast and recklessly which scared Dawn quite a bit. Later we got into some kinky stuff. By kinky stuff I mean wife swapping, sex toys store bought made by me, and some BDSM.

    I married her for the sex as an “experiment” so to speak, since I had NO idea about living on my own was about. I had never lived alone or with a partner, so things went off the rails pretty frequently. I feel now that I was abusive to her in a great many subtle ways. Subtle, but abusive ways and some not so subtle. Mostly verbal. I never stuck her but I did twist her wrists even though I knew that it was painful to her. I don’t recall why. As stated above, I suck.

 

     Wow this was clearly a stream of consciousness rant. This will take a while to unravel and categorize. You WILL notice the very Re-current theme of sex based suckage.

 

    During this time, I was making sex-toys, a great variety of them so much so that I found myself a full decade ahead modern sex toys makers. Also, during this time, I met Both Andrea and Terria. They were both very smart and attractive and very active members of the kinky “online clubs”. This was the time of the 2400 Baud rate modems with all the squeally squeal logging in, logging on I don t recall which was the vernacular at the time noise. Dawn and I found ourselves caught up in these clubs. Principally because I lead us into these clubs where I met Andrea and Terria. I was smitten with these two women initially because of their breast size. The fact that they were both brilliant and well educated and every other thing you could want in a woman was an added attraction.

    After my divorce from my wife Lynn and I met Terria and I met Andrea and I met several other wonderful women that I did form good friendships with. Terria was VERY Seriously into “Master Slave” Kink. I tried several things to ramp up my knowledge on the Master/Slave style of sex with. I went to see the local Expert in BDSM, she was quite likely the foremost educator in the entire western part of the Nation. But I was a failure, and Terria went our separate ways. At this time, I Learned that I am a submissive personality.

    Andrea and I started regularly having lunch together.

    Also, at this time I met Lynn and eventually I moved in with her and We got along quite well. For about a year and a half.

    After that year and a half, I met Pam and broke of contact with Lynn. I moved into a shared home situation. If you have watched the Taylor Tomlinson Special, you might have seen me almost exactly. The part where a man can just be happy that a woman can make him have real feelings. I was talking to all the guys in the shop about her. I had to go to the Chiropractor the one day to straighten my spine from kissing her for nearly 7 hours in the parking lot after watching a movie.

    While I was still in the shared rental situation, I was still having lunch with Andrea and this did not set well with Pam, not even a little. But because I am unfeeling reprobate I continued.

    After a year or so was about this time I moved in with Pam. This is the time that I made a break with Lynn because Pam wanted Nothing to do with kinky stuff at all. I tried for about a year to not be kinky for Pam. She bought me several books about how kink and pornography were addictive and bad for the soul. At the end of a year Pam wanted to move to Texas I believe this was a plan, in Pam’s mind to cut of communication between Andrea and myself. Ultimately it eventually did work. We kept in contact by snail mail but that was eventually figured out by Pam. We lived in Texas for about 7 years. Not much kinky stuff. I continued to make sex-toys. Pam was very against my making sex-toys. At some point in Texas regarding sex I asked If Pam thought sex was or could or should be fun, her answer was an emphatic NO! I was so very shocked and amazingly disappointed that the answer was such a strong NO. After that our sex life came to a screeching halt. I suppose that somewhere in my mind I took that a challenge to show her the possible fun that could be had in a sexual context. I learned that this was a futile attempt. That did NOTHING for my self-confidence and self-worth. See below for more self-battering to come.

    We then moved to Oregon. Where I failed at virtually everything, work most notably. I can’t tell you how this how this distressed me. In my previous jobs I was a Rock Star. It was an attack on everything I was. At some point during the first year living in Oregon Pam and I had a falling out. I moved out. Which was precipitated by a statement by Pam that our problems would not be an issue much longer. All of these things destroyed my faith in myself. I used to think I could make anything. But consistent layoffs and a finally a firing took all that away from me and started a death spiral of self of doubt and thoughts of suicide. Then we moved back in together. During this period Pam’s friend Judy “had” to move in with us and put even more stress on my self-doubt. This afforded me NO opportunity to grieve for the one person in my life that I loved most in my life, my mother. Pam kept me to busy taking care of Judy’s and then Retta’s needs which made me furious, but I buried those feelings deep down. Pam and my intimacy was killed because there too many people living in the house who might hear or barge in, which Judy was famous for. Then at some time during that period of time Pam moved in yet another friend of hers to the house, Retta. Which infuriated me infuriated me and drove yet another nail into the failing relationship. This REALLY did a number on my already shredded self-doubt and psyche.

    All this time Andrea remained a good and helpful friend. Which ultimately led to the breakdown of Pam and my intimate relationship. I finally got Pam to go to couple’s/Sex therapy. That failed MISERABLY. The Counselor asked one question and Pam got up angrily and stormed out. That was in fact the end of our loving/intimate relationship. At some point during a winter situation Pam slipped and fell down some stairs. This fall severely injured her back, I tried to get her to go to a hospital but would not go. I could not initiate an intimate situation because Pam’s back was messed up by a slip and fall on the stairs of her apartment during our separation. Pam also developed an abscessed tooth. At some time later on Pam developed some sort of heart thing that ultimately led to her death.

    Now this the time where I am supposed to list my childhood traumas that explain my reactions to my poor behavior. I can’t think of any specific traumas that directly to the traumas that relate to Pam directly and my other failing relationships.

    In fourth grade my father bought and planted a silver eucalyptus tree in the side yard. We saw an opportunity “for whatever reason” to run around the tree. Apparently, the tree got damaged during the play. My father rather forcedly asked me about the damage to the tree. I truly did not about the injury to the tree. When I continued to “not” know he wrapped his hand around my neck and lifted me to his eye level and asked one more time about the tree. When still could not give him the answer he was looking for he put me down and sent me to my room.

    On a less traumatic situation he wanted me to sweep the garage. He gave a “push” broom. When he came out to check on progress, I was apparently using the broom incorrectly and was quite disappointed and lectured with great force on how to use the broom.

    On another occasion I was tasked to flatten some cardboard boxes. Apparently didn’t know the proper way to flatten boxes. I got a significant lecture about the proper method of flatten boxes. I remember getting MANY Lectures during this time. My friends and I would discuss what punishment we received after whatever situation called for a punishment. Was it a spanking a Stern lecture, a simple Lecture or some sort of grounding?

    I recall living in Tennessee (Third Grade) I got a significant SPANKING for not doing my homework resulting in a poor grade. In fairness I had been lying to my mother about my grade and homework.

    I recall having missed my exit on a school bus and having to wait for my mother to come pick me up. For what that’s worth.

    I did have significant extensive oral surgery on my mouth.

    I did fall out of a TREE and REALLY fucked myself self-up. Four weeks in the hospital.

    All the traumas associated with Pam’s passing, Judy, Retta

    I have either managed to forget my traumas or I just don’t have that many. (It looks like I have a GREAT deal of shame surrounding sex)

    I was caught masturbating once by my mother. Can’t recall my age, middle school.

    I was caught playing naked with a girl from across the street, about three or four years old. I was made to feel very ashamed.

    This is the time I learned to be manipulative. We, my parents and I lived in Missouri. We lived in a very large house with many rooms. Most of the rooms were rented out to college students. One night my parents were down the street playing Bridge. I was home with college students which was great, until we were horsing around, and I got my head bonked my head on a corner of a coffee table and it was the first time that I bled from my head. I should have just “walked it off” and continued playing. But I made a Big Bawling Fucking deal out of it, and I actually remember being aware of this at THAT time that I was manipulating the students to get my parents to come home. I still am aware of this manipulative tricks. I am ashamed that do things manipulatively to get what I want.

    In the fourth grade a male friend from next door initiated some “sex-play”, where in we would exchange blowjobs. Somehow my mother’s “Spidey senses were tingling” and she came out to the pool where she found us in middle of the play… Again, made to feel very ashamed.

    The friends in the street court would frequently have sleep overs. Typically, at or about midnight we would get up from our sleeping bags and run around naked in the back yard. One of the Court Friends initiated some anal sex play. Afterwards I was ashamed.

    (I can’t recall my age when was living in Alaska. Middle school age whatever that is)

    When I was living in Alaska a Boy Scout friend named James Bond (no shit that is his name) [Update I have recalled his name to be Garry Bond not James as previously stated.] initiated some anal sex play. He penetrated me and that hurt very much bad. No lube… I was very ashamed about this.

    Also, in Alaska I learned about masturbation. I went crazy with these new feelings…

    Also, in Alaska I initiated some masturbatory sex play with one of my friends from Boy Scouts. I was very ashamed about this.

    At some point in Alaska, I was introduced to picture porn. Some very pornographic. At least that’s how I remember it. It might have been very pornographic or simple Playboy pictures. I had never seen a naked woman before so who knows.

    Recently I have become an emotional eater and it’s killing me. [Update.  have over come this issue by being ridiculously poor.]

 

 

    Paternal suckage. This section will be dedicated to how much I sucked in the eyes of my father.

Woke relations - hollywoke - No longer Politically Incorect

     HO lleeeee Shit

 

    My Oh My How the Tides have turned, The Winds of Change are a' Blowing up a Storm and are a' coming in from an ALL new direction, The Tectonic plates are a' rearrangin' themselves. The Planets are a' lignin up The Stars are a' realignin' themselves...   what's next???

    This is a headline I never expected to see. I also imagine it will disappear pretty soon if the Left Hollywood Elitist Regime has anything what so ever to say or do about it. But as their reach and Power is diminishing faster and faster as the days progress I could be pleasantly surprised.

    I do so hope to see a resurgence of the Hollywood individuals that were Black listed and Shamed and canceled into the shadows and oblivion. The Likes of Tim Allen, Dennis Miller, Gina Carano,  Dean Cain, Kurt Russel, Gary Sinise, Bill Engvall, Jeff Foxworthy, Drew Carey, James Woods and SO MANY Others that have lent their celebrity to the Trump win. Some are unexpected some not.

    I really hope that these and others not listed will see the Light of Freedom Shine again.

    And there are more signs that the Woke  Mind Virus is being attacked by Conservative antibodies. Football American Football Real Football to all you soccer playing people around the world has seen a drop off of the Bullshit Colin Cancer kneeling during the National Anthem to a Trump Dance Fever End Zone celebration. And for the first time the Fuckwits in the NFL are OK with it. Imagine that.

    

    This just keeps getting Better!

Woke Relations - Government - How the Left was Lost (Part 2)

    How the Left was lost   (Part 2)

    The Left has not only abandoned the morals that America has come to stand for but they have abandoned the Ethical values that America should stand for on the world stage.

    This video of a Ms. Tulsi Gabard regarding America's responsibility to the world, not so much as The World Police but as the World Leader in Peace. It is an outstanding interview with Dr. Phil. It is truly revelatory. The answers that she delivers are so well though out, concise and informationally dense. These are the answers that so completely elude Camela Word Salad Harris. Each answer Tulsi Gabard's delivers is a ten course meal of an answer as apposed to the side salad of answers delivered by Camela Word Salad Harris, ever, in any interview even the softball slow pitch lobed questions asked by MSNBC or CNN. It sounds, by listening to her, that Camela wasn't burdened by an over-abundance of schooling nor the oft mentioned unburdened of what has been. Unfortunately for Camela Word Salad Harris it seems that she would rather choose to forget the past. She would do well to heed this oft miss-quoted warning, Those who can not remember the past are condemned to repeat it.

    The Left was prepared to run Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe again even though his Dr. wife that is a joke, staff, anybody and everybody associated with Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe in anyway at all knew that he was in NO position nor condition to hold that office or any other governmental office what so ever. And had been mentally incapacitated for a very long time. John Fetterman, even after a stroke would be better suited to be President of the United States, better suited that Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe and certainly better that Camala Word Salad Harris. Mr. Fetterman has more IQ points rattling around in his actually damaged brain than both Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe and Camela Word Salad Harris combined and raised to the power of 3.

    They the, Left, ran Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe certainly knowing that the televised nationwide debate would unmask his dementia for ALL THE WORLD to see.. I really don't think there enough uppers that could be pumped into him by injection, tablet, or smoke to have kept him sharp enough for that debate. The intern who now probably is in Iranian or North Korean custody who forgot THEE kit. Thee Kit, like the Nuclear Football that should never more than arms reach from Biden. Thee Kit that has the Caffeine, the Adrenaline, the Epinephrine, Nor-epinephrine, the Methamphetamine, Dexamphetmine, Dexedrine, hell all the -phetmines, all the -ines, the  the Methcathinone, the Ritalin, the Adderall, the Poppers, the Cocaine, the Concerta, the Crack, the this , the that, the other, everything that a doddering old fuck needs to stay awake if not sharp for the next podium appearance, without stumbling off stage. Or getting lost on his meandering stumbling shuffle back into the Amazon Rain forest and might just leave him with just enough oomph to bark at an insulant reporter. There are just tooooo many Biden Gaffs starting from day one of his embarrassment of a Presidency to list here, just too Fucking many. They are all horrible and they are all embarrassing. NO OTHER country would keep a head of State in power like Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe. Not ONE. Not even Moldova. Not just to him and he should be embarrassed but embarrassing to every fully conscious or semi-conscious or concussed, or completely drug-addled American.You wouldn't allow him near your TV remote. You wouldn't allow him near your young daughter?!? You wouldn't even take him shopping with you to the Walmart, even with him riding in one of their scooter chairs. I wouldn't even share my Netflix Password with Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe. Sure as FUCK not with my email password!!! But You would vote for him?!? You would grant him access to the Nuclear Fucking Football. Now it seems he really doesn't need that access to get the entire world into a nuclear war. I would say 'He' but he clearly doesn't have the smarts for this.

    Biden's quick- march toward total mental collapse of Dementia or Alzheimer's or Parkinson's or whatever other mentally debilitating decline he is staring straight down the barrel of should have had the congress drawing up articles to exercise the 25th amendment. But, of course, that would have left us with the younger but equally babbling Camela Word Salad Harris. And I cant decide which would be worse. Maybe "Better the Devil you know than the Devil you don't." And WE surely don't know Camela Harris except that she was the "Boarder Czar". And we DO know how that worked out.

    The Left must have been cognizant of the fact that Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe was in no shape for this level of activity mental or physical. If They weren't then They were imbeciles, blind, drooling imbeciles. There can be no misunderstanding of that fact. They whoever they are behind the scenes the puppet masters must have at some level planed how this election cycle would play out. They could not have been caught so completely off guard as the history of this past election cycle might suggest. They must have known that if They could prop Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe up just long enough to get past the primaries They could the prop up Camela Word Salad Harris in his place. That would, of course, have cheated the nation out of the Democratic Primaries. Bust as the election results showed Camela Word Salad Harris under-performed even Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe in Absolutely ever way and every place possible. So They must have been counting on retaining Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe's voter base to carry them through. Then Hillary and Barack could get back to business as usual. That being the touching off of the Third World war, probably a nuclear World War for fun and Profit, don't forget the Profit. Never forget the Profit. This system doesn't have a dripping font or I would have used that.

    It does mystify me a bit why Nancy Pelosi would have helped orchestrate this Bait and switcheroo. Maybe she thought that Camela Word Salad Harris better, or more controllable or possibly less embarrassing maybe more controllable and less embarrassing but she could not have thought that Camela Word Salad Harris would be better.

    I use the, Shadowy Those, because Those are surly the people behind Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe and Camela Word Salad Harris. Hillary and Barack. I saw a YouTube that showed Hillary saying that she spoke to the White House on a daily basis. I cant find that now. I imagine that Hillary/the Left had that removed. I believe that I heard it on Joe Rogan but I cant find that either, so. That would just be Wrong. Ol' Sleepy/Pervy Joe should have been calling the shots himself not relying on a ten years old administration for input. Ten years of failed power grabbing administrations. President elect Donald J Trump will not be relying on such a dated help desk for his decision making. He is storming out of the gate selecting Cabinet member after Cabinet member. And every one of them is a breath of fresh air and everyone of them is a solid choice. Even his nominee Matt Gaetz had the good sense to step aside given his legal issues so as not to tarnish and distract from the Tidal Wave of Great Cabinet members that will soon be sweeping into office. On the day President Elect Donald J trump takes office in January things are going to start happening, Good things, Important things, Long overdue things.

    Another thing that is amazing about this Donald J Trump re-elections is the long list of celebrities that will be leaving the US. But I firmly believe that in a years time EVERY LAST ONE of these self important Fucks will still be living here in the US. Which is fine because it just means that these people can not be trusted even a little bit regarding anything especially their word. Why then should we swallow anything that they have to say about anything, ever at all. I will never understand American Public is so enamored of these people any of them that they would look to the likes of Miriam Margolyes for advice about the not War in Israel. Does she have some super secret insider Cabal information about what is in the minds of the leaders of Hamas or Hezbollah or Ayatollah Khomeini? I doubt it. I don't why I thought I remembered a quote from Mr. Brad Pitt when asked to opine about some geo-political issue of the day he said that it was stupid to ask his opinion because he was NOT an expert on geo-political issues because he is an actor not a politician. But it seems that I was mistaken. After an exhaustive search I cant find anything about that. Its not like we should be looking to these Left Elitist Actors about anything anyway. But surely anyone who has ever listened to these Elitists ever in the past about anything even remotely of any import outside of their Craft of Acting which is just skillful lying should learn from this and stop listening to them and step outside of the Leftist Elitist Echo Chamber they have so snugly and apparently comfortably slipped up their collective asses.

    There are WAY Smarter people Conservative and LEFT that are explaining way the shellacking of Camela Word Salad Harris and the rest of the Left. 

                                    So there is that.

 

    [Update: Apparently a man going by the name of  Grace Pinson in the Tucson Arizona penal system has sued this same said system. This one prisoner brought dozens of cases before the bench for alleging multiple abuses against him while incarcerated in the Tucson Arizona Penal System. Cases that allege severe mistreatment by the guards and by fellow inmates. A case was settled for $95,000.00 in lieu of dropping the rest cases.

    It seems that another trans-inmate sued and won a his case in the El Reno Oklahoma penal system. The money awarded the inmate was appropriated by the prison system to cover court costs. Which I imagine did not begin to cover the totality of the court costs.

    This begs the question: How should prison systems deal with inmate law suits. Why should inmates law suits be entertained at all? Who will be held responsible for the court costs, the filing costs, the plaintiff's lawyer costs, the prison system lawyer costs blah, blah, blah, if the prisoner's case does not win? Can the state asses a settlement fee against the prisoner to cover the cost of entertaining such a law suit? How would such a assessment be recovered?

    But with all of this money flying around what about any victim that was injured in any way? Shouldn't any victim stand to reap some remuneration for the violence or theft perpetrated against them? Again and again and again victims loose in cases like this. The father of a family is shot but not killed, but is left forever in some sort of incapacitated state, vegetative or to some level paralysis. His income in the family is forfeit forever. Who covers the future lost income to the family? Who covers the medical and psychological costs now left to the family? The state, no, the perpetrator, hell no, who then? Is there some fuck-off insurance policy that people in crime ridden areas can get for just such an occasion? How fucking expensive would that sort of insurance be in a crime ridden area? Could you get such a policy?

    Many insurance companies are pulling out of California for things like fire insurance and other such "Acts of God". Home insurance is no longer profitable enough for many companies. And those that do stay selling home insurance policies in disaster prone areas are able to charge exorbitant premiums especially in areas where fire and flood and earthquake and hurricane disasters are typical if not on the rise.  Thank you climate change. (I am thinking of using the italicized Courier font type as a sarcasm font type. What do you think?  maybe in green?)

    Can an insurance company issue a climate change policy yet? I see that coming down the pike pretty soon with all of the fall out surrounding the LA San Diego fires.  

    This capitulation in Grace Pinson's occurred just days before President Donald J Trump was sworn in to the Office of President. President Donald J Trump as he has promised to end federal accommodations and support for trans individuals. I wonder if President Donald J Trump's actions in stopping the federal accommodations for trans individuals can give the state a point of law allowing the state to sue Grace Pinson on appeal to have this verdict overturned? Could an executive order like this will be sufficient impetus for the State to file an appeal? Could the state get its money back?]

                                     I hope it but I doubt it.

Comedy content you need to consume

     I am listening to a recording of Hal Holbrook doing a stage presentation of some essays written by Mark Twain titled Mark Twain Tonight. Mr Holbrook did take and make some artistic edits to the original writings of Mr. Twain.

    This is a video that should be a "Required" viewing in high school. Required viewing and a required study because the essays portrayed here are STILL bitingly relevant today. Even after the 114 years after his death. Samuel Clemens was an amazing individual. He hung about the Luminaries of the day. Men like Nikola Tesla, Ulysses S. Grant. He tried his had at mining for gold in California. He tried farming and his hand at a law practice but did not do so very well at those and was forced to return to practicing Journalism. Mark Twain. Some of this presentation represent many of my favorite memories. The closest to Mark Twain that we have/had in our lives is a Mr. George Carlin. I seriously recommend listening to both. They both have excellent views, excellent and honest views, and as with being real truth biting views on the major topics of the day then and still relevant to this day and likely for centuries to come.

    Much to my fathers chagrin, the beginning of a long history of feeling this way I am sure, I fell in love with humor, irreverent humor. Mr. George Carlin was my first introduction to this style of comedy. Then as I have recently discovered I had started tuning in to the Dr. Demento radio show just before Weird Al Yankovic made his debut. Holly Crap I just learned that I am the same age as Mr. Weird Al.

Dr. Sheldon's book of A B Zs. Must reading material for parents. This was shared to me by a fabulous 8th grade teacher. She was way ahead of the curve.

Woke Relations - Government - How the Left was Lost (Part 1)

How the Left was lost   (Part 1)

    The government in Canada currently under the rule of the Prime Minister JustinTrudeau which is 'slip sliddin away' into deeper Socialism. Just like California with Gavin Newsom as Governor. California slid Sooo far from reality that a California law allowed shoplifters a $1000.00 upper-end range before they could be prosecuted. I can't imagine that. You can shoplift $1000.00 worth of actual merchandise without fear of prosecution, but if you are caught going eleven miles per hour over the posted speed limit you can be held accountable.

    [ UPDATE...  I did hear an update about California specifically Los Angeles that happened as a result of the recent election. It seems that there was an "New [Sheriff in town] District attorney elected Mr. Nathan Hochman. “The voters of Los Angeles County have spoken and have said enough is enough of D.A. Gascón’s pro-criminal extreme policies..." So I guess that the shoplifting stuff may be a thing of the past. Maybe. We shall see. I hope it but I doubt it. I personally hope that this trend catches on nationwide. San Francisco could certainly learn from this what seems like a nationwide mandate to return to Sanity.      Again, we shall see. Although it does seem so.]

     Conservative - Liberal used to sort of balance/compliment each other. They no longer do. Just like there are two sides to the sensory system of our bodies. one for pain and one for pleasure. A you might find by reading almost anything there is a nearly infinite number of ways to deliver pain to a body, but there are relatively limited number of ways to deliver pleasure to a body. So it seems that Liberalism has become this nearly limitless way to interpret reality.

    The Left, or what used to be called Liberal I would say have slid, but slid sort of implies that it was a slow and progressive move. To me it does not feel that way. It feels like the Fuckwits at Bud-Light Jackboot Kicked down the doors to DEI "Everywhere All of the Time All at Once". Which by the way was a 139-minute long advertisement for homosexuality. The message of the movie was that if you are ashamed of your homosexual child then this and every entire space-time dimensional reality will suddenly unravel and collapse All the Way AWAY. And it will be US left standing to watch the faint flicker of the last remaining bit of free thermodynamic energy winks out. Sudden and complete Heat Death, presented to you only after you paid for this re-education experience at a theater probably having spent upwards of $40.00 for the privilege. That is 139 minutes I would certainly like back. And the most fuckedest part of this re-education experience was that they kept the 'punch line', this Ancient Chinese Secret, held back until the end, the very end. The end, to where you were even denied the opportunity to walk out in protest. 

    I understand that is not how it probably happened. Its sort of like the metaphor of the  Frog in the slowly increasingly hot, pot of water. It was slowly happening all around us but we We the People, the Conservative people in America, the people who have been shamed into silence about everything that has been creeping up the ladder of importance in the world, and who have had all of the ills of the world heaped upon our shoulders. Everything, and Everyone, that isn't US. I know that I don't know the true beginnings, but I like to pin it to the homosexual revolution. Gay liberation. As I understand it probably goes back to the Harvey Milk assassination. This may have been the first ever outside of San Francisco incident surrounding anything Gay related to make the papers nationally. But the outrage in that Community galvanized that Community, so completely. And thus began the slow steady legal and in the streets march towards Gay marriage. And The community fought hard for and won that right. That right was well and truly won. That was a good and noble cause, I believe in it. I do believe that a person/human has the right to love whom ever they wish and to in the sight of their friends and the state to proclaim their love openly and legally.

    I did say person/human not Cars or Sheep or sex dolls or what ever. I do believe that marring outside your species or biology is a step too far. In ten years I am certain there will be men, I say men because they typically tend to do the crazier stuff sexually and maritally, who will be lined up to marry an AI generated version of a woman self designed for perfect compatibility. But I hope to be dead and dust before that. Of course that could be happening right now. If you love weirdness, do watch the Archer show for double triple and fourple entendre and crazy phrasing and all things politically incorrect.

     But it didn't stop there. That March started an avalanche of new victimized, oppressed, marginalized, groups Everywhere to stand up and be recognized. [Trans Nation is Born] 

    Then we had Bud Light's ad agency to take it one step beyond the lip of the pale. They pricked the surface tension meniscus of the very nearly overflowing pale of nearly boiling water. That ad group hired an ad executive who knew NOTHING about their true target demographic. This ad exec AlissaHeinerscheid single-handedly touched off the firestorm of conservative backlash that cost Bud Light over a $1,000,000,000 and Market Cap valuation and started the pull-back from DEI. Because she thought it would be good to target a new demographic, a new less "fratty" demographic, a new more 'tolerant' demographic. She brought in Dylan Mulvaney as the new less "fratty' Spokes-Man/boy.  I don't know what "Day of being a Girl" this happened on but on April 1, 2023 Mr. Mulvaney came 'Out of the closet' as the new face of Bud Light. And That was the beginning of the end for DEI. The beginning of the end for many companies who had become all snuggled up all cozy and tight to this new DEI. And Bud Light had the BALLS, I am talking KING SIZE, King Kong Oganesson Balls to launch this new ad campaign during March Madness. Undeniably one of the PEEK beer consumptive Seasons in sports. A 19% uplift in beer sales.

    At this point the Frog in the pot suddenly discovered that the pot of water was dangerously hot. The Frog in this metaphor is the US, the We the People who had preferred to ignore this rising tide of what would come to be labeled DEI. But now we are no longer willing to keep our heads down, nor nose's clean nor carry on, a la the British motivational tag line from World War II Keep Calm and Carry on.

    Bud Light and a myriad of other Corporations that had adopted this new DEI mantra and were 'Busting out of the closet' all over the place and suddenly. We the People may not be able to fight this DEI nonsense in the Boardroom but We the People fought back on the "Bottom Line" and in all business that is the ONLY thing that matters. As The Much Esteemed George Carlin said this of 'industry" There is no morality in business, just a ledger. "Keep it in the Black. Show a profit, Never mind your soul, Never mind the landscape, Never mind the other guy, Keep it in the black, Keep it in the black. Do what you can, Keep it in the black... Business as usual Going on" And I believe him. That does seem to have had the desired effect. 

    Target was next on the chopping block for their Pride Month sales Extravaganza. Target put 'Trans-woman' "Tuck friendly" swim ware, and Rainbow everything in an entire section given over to the new wave of DEI everything. Suddenly everybody was becoming acquainted with the new litany of letters strung together into Infinity and Beyond. Don't let the Disney Fucks see this blatant use of what is surly a trademarked line. It seems LGBTQ +. reaches out as long as Pi now. And will likely go further very soon. I just read this article, and I am stunned and amazed by the sheer number of groups that have hopped onto the Gay liberation coat tails. Just how many genders are there in 2024? Besides male and female, it seems that there are 72 other "documented" genders, 72 other genders beyond male and female? Are you Shitting me? Are people Suddenly so unhappy with the two that have been around since time immemorial? “These include the following: Agender: A person who does not identify themselves with or experience any gender. Agender people are also called null-gender, genderless, gendervoid, or neutral gender. Abimegender. There is no fixed number of gender identities. They occur on a spectrum, which really means that the possibilities are infinite. INFINITE? Each person might find that a certain point on the spectrum feels most comfortable and accurate, and this may change over time.” Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah-Fucking Blah we get it. You are so "Unencumbered by what has been" and so unhappy with what IS Now, that you would prefer to bend the entire Universe and those that believe in the God who created it, to your way of thinking, your delusional way of thinking, your disordered way of thinking. And you insist with the passion of ten-thousand simultaneous [Lefties loosing it is such a great resource for goofy shit] gama-ray-bursting explosions that We the People buy into your delusion, your disorder.

    The Liberal has become the Left  and has become the FAAAAR Left of center that the political teeter totter that used to be representative of the balance between Conservative and Liberal, really looks more like Archimedes' lever set to move the world. The Left is bordering on Socialist Left, The Leninist left, The Stalinist left, The Maoist Left The Woke Left. The Left have painted themselves into such a tight corner by adopting every blue haired member of the suppressed, oppressed, terrorized, traumatized, trivialized, subjugated, disenfranchised, disadvantaged, depressed, repressed, excluded, marginalized group there is, that they forgot the rest of US. Those of us who keep the wheels of the economy running, that keep food on the shelves at your store, The farmer of cows, of pigs, of chickens, of chicken eggs, of fish, of fish eggs, of worms, of turkeys, of corn, of wheat, of turnips, the Trucker, the Carpenter, the Oil Rig worker both onshore and offshore, the Plumbers, the Electricians, the Engineers, the Train Engineers, the Airline Baggage Handlers, the Airline Pilots, the Airline in Flight Attendants, the Loggers, the Lumber Mill workers, the Auto Assembly Line workers, the Steel Mill workers, the Coal Miners, the Police Departments, the Fire Fighters, the EMT's, the Genius Inventors and let us NEVER FORGET All of the Vastly Grossly Under Paid members of Every branch of the American Military, that keep us safe every night when we lay down to sleep. The hard working unwashed, unrecognized, huddled masses that make up America and that keep US Great. YEAH the rest of the US. The Left has alienated the rest of US. Even Bill Maher who used to be a 'liberal' has made mention of this many time that Liberalism left him behind. Liberalism is a fading, forgotten and a vanishingly distant image in the rear view mirror of the Left, the Democratic Party by name, in its current incarnation as it fades further and further towards Socialism, Leninism, Stalinism, Marxism, and Maoism. Just like the Frog, you don't see it coming until you are upside down on a plate in a Fancy French restaurant. As a sure sign of the Rapidly approaching Apocalypse Mr. Bill Maher actually agreed with Mr. Senator Ted Cruz on his own show and a show with Jordan B Peterson. [These are GREAT episodes, Not to be missed!]

    It seems now that We the People are finally no longer willing to keep our heads down and buried in the sand, we will no longer be shamed into acquiescence, no longer be guilted in to Tonic Immobility, are no longer overly concerned about the cleanliness of our noses, hell we are now actually proud of our bloodied noses, we will no longer be seen grumbling silent mutterings under our breath about the collapse of the American Society and we wont be found kneeling during the National Anthem. We will be Proud to Be an American again.

    Since Bud Light and Target et al, et al being Harley Davidson, Ford Motor Company, John Deer, Caterpillar, Tractor Supply, Jack Daniels, Loews, Walmart et al abandoned their cash cows We the People are standing up, dusting off our bent knees and lifting our bent rednecks shaking off the oppressive yoke of guilt laid upon us by the Socialist, Left. The Left that ran full gallop off a cliff over the edge of a black abyssal of no return with open arms grasping at a power base that is no longer there. We the People, We The Meek,  are no longer willing to sit idly by and let this happen to ourselves, our children, or our Government. Witness the near total victory of President Elect Donald J Trump. The Electoral Vote, The Popular Vote, The Senate, and The House.